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been a while...how have ya' been?
Got back from the atl yesterday; although it seems like 3 days instead of one. Stef and I went up there and had a surprisingly, truely amazing time. I say surprisingly because of my deep disdain for that place....lol. This is the first time that I have not been put into a helpless depression as soon as i hit the city limits. But this time......it was different....I buried alot of demons that have been nipping my heels for many years :) Stef and I relaxed and went by our schedule....felt very free to do whatever we wanted. We went down to little five points, buckhead, oh and of course the lovely tucker...lol. We saw the fireworks at lenox which was really kwel. Steffie took some absolutly amazing pictures...one is now my desktop in fact :) I was able to come to some realizations. 1. my father, although he loves me deeply, is not a nice guy. I have known this for a while but I am really sick of the way he treats me. Its not new and I know that that is just how he is so I have tried to get used to it, but it still sucks. and 2. my high school friends are not "friends". I really dont know them anymore. I know that growth is part of life and sometimes people grow apart.....we are now on different planets. And that is okay. I am comfortable with that :) I wonder how many people drift in and out of any given life in a 60-year span. I bet its alot. I can think of 1....and maybe jeret, so 2 people that I could never imagine growing apart from. Looking back, I could have guessed that tami and i would have grown apart and we did.....i guess in every instance I could see it coming. The 1?...well, i cant imagine ever growing apart from stef....i dont know....i just dont see it ever happening.
I began my last month at full sail today. I cant wait to get out!!!!!!!!!!!!! It wont be bad though. the teacher seems cool and we are going over audio for movies so that should be interesting!!! (im trying to put a positive spin on it...LOL...it really sucks, but dont tell anyone). oh and the schedule is good. After this week i am 9-5 everyday :)...not bad!!
So yeah, It is 12:32 and I have lab at 1 so I better get going.
night :)
Got back from the atl yesterday; although it seems like 3 days instead of one. Stef and I went up there and had a surprisingly, truely amazing time. I say surprisingly because of my deep disdain for that place....lol. This is the first time that I have not been put into a helpless depression as soon as i hit the city limits. But this time......it was different....I buried alot of demons that have been nipping my heels for many years :) Stef and I relaxed and went by our schedule....felt very free to do whatever we wanted. We went down to little five points, buckhead, oh and of course the lovely tucker...lol. We saw the fireworks at lenox which was really kwel. Steffie took some absolutly amazing pictures...one is now my desktop in fact :) I was able to come to some realizations. 1. my father, although he loves me deeply, is not a nice guy. I have known this for a while but I am really sick of the way he treats me. Its not new and I know that that is just how he is so I have tried to get used to it, but it still sucks. and 2. my high school friends are not "friends". I really dont know them anymore. I know that growth is part of life and sometimes people grow apart.....we are now on different planets. And that is okay. I am comfortable with that :) I wonder how many people drift in and out of any given life in a 60-year span. I bet its alot. I can think of 1....and maybe jeret, so 2 people that I could never imagine growing apart from. Looking back, I could have guessed that tami and i would have grown apart and we did.....i guess in every instance I could see it coming. The 1?...well, i cant imagine ever growing apart from stef....i dont know....i just dont see it ever happening.
I began my last month at full sail today. I cant wait to get out!!!!!!!!!!!!! It wont be bad though. the teacher seems cool and we are going over audio for movies so that should be interesting!!! (im trying to put a positive spin on it...LOL...it really sucks, but dont tell anyone). oh and the schedule is good. After this week i am 9-5 everyday :)...not bad!!
So yeah, It is 12:32 and I have lab at 1 so I better get going.
night :)