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So tonight she pulls out a cig and starts smoking. She told me she was done, and she told me to always tell her no. But she didn't really give a shit, did she? It's funny how much that ruined the night. It was a big group of people, and I went from happy and excited to quiet and short. Most people look at me like and idiot when I complain. But fuck them. Yes, smokers can live their lives cancer free, but there's more to it that that, and some of it is psychological. Learn to be strong willed without resorting to smelling bad and looking old. It helps when walking up stairs, for example. So I'm pissed.