all day long...
another sunday, another end to a week... was shocked to realise that i have been working in marriott for a mth! to date, i must say i still enjoy my days there wit my fun colleagues and bosses. things are starting to be slowed down for me. or rather, i finally managed to catch up to my schedule.
wrote a email to my chairman, explaining to him how i wont be running for bgm. i juz wanna be an advisor for my youths in supernova. after all these years, the games that they are playing is starting to bore me. unfortunately for my chairman, he always chose the wrong timing to give his comments. *laughs* yes, i pity him for being put in a position that he did not choose but i wont let myself end up in his state too. wilful of me but the only way to save myself from future troubles.
karen left for hk for a mth. as usual, i always start to miss her when she's not around me, when i noe i cant get her on a phonecall. no idea how she's doing there. i always seems like the stronger one in our friendship but in fact, she's stronger than me. i doubt i will ever have her courage to do wat she did. she will be busy wit her dance lessons there and i will be busy wit my work here. our mission in life is different, our dreams are different and yet we fought so hard to keep our path crossed.
had a vision of wedding gown when i asked the Lord wat he has planned for me. was really amused by Him. marriage is the last thing on my mind right now but He reminded me of wat a women's role should be, to be a wife and a mother. and since now, i have decided to learn how to live again, i decided to follow His will. no, am not going to get married next month but rather keep that options open. when the time is right, the best that God has reserved for me will appear.
being humble is hard but i realised all it takes is juz an extra effort for people's feelings or rather keeping more mouth shut more often. knowing to close my mouth at the appropriate timing is wisdom. and now, i'm trying to cultivate it. *laughs*
alrighty, it seems like a decent lenght so i guess i can stop now.
wrote a email to my chairman, explaining to him how i wont be running for bgm. i juz wanna be an advisor for my youths in supernova. after all these years, the games that they are playing is starting to bore me. unfortunately for my chairman, he always chose the wrong timing to give his comments. *laughs* yes, i pity him for being put in a position that he did not choose but i wont let myself end up in his state too. wilful of me but the only way to save myself from future troubles.
karen left for hk for a mth. as usual, i always start to miss her when she's not around me, when i noe i cant get her on a phonecall. no idea how she's doing there. i always seems like the stronger one in our friendship but in fact, she's stronger than me. i doubt i will ever have her courage to do wat she did. she will be busy wit her dance lessons there and i will be busy wit my work here. our mission in life is different, our dreams are different and yet we fought so hard to keep our path crossed.
had a vision of wedding gown when i asked the Lord wat he has planned for me. was really amused by Him. marriage is the last thing on my mind right now but He reminded me of wat a women's role should be, to be a wife and a mother. and since now, i have decided to learn how to live again, i decided to follow His will. no, am not going to get married next month but rather keep that options open. when the time is right, the best that God has reserved for me will appear.
being humble is hard but i realised all it takes is juz an extra effort for people's feelings or rather keeping more mouth shut more often. knowing to close my mouth at the appropriate timing is wisdom. and now, i'm trying to cultivate it. *laughs*
alrighty, it seems like a decent lenght so i guess i can stop now.