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[adamantined]

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[justdoingmyjob]

That's some list.

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[adamantined]

Do you want to come running with me?

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[justdoingmyjob]

Is this like the movies where you run for five miles and I drive in a car next to you?

Guess I'd need a car.

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[adamantined]

Well, Sam is going to teach me how to build one. If you don't mind riding in a cardboard box with wheels, it might be doable.

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[justdoingmyjob]

That's a better deal than I expected. I thought I'd have to make-believe the wheels.

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[justdoingmyjob]

Asking you how you are is so generic. It's what I want to know, but it's not what I want to ask.

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[adamantined]

You are so mean to me.

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[adamantined]

I'm...

Okay - Terrible - Exhausted -

I'm faking. Everything. I'm just trying to smile and pretend that nothing's wrong. None of it's real.

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[justdoingmyjob]

I don't want you to feel like you have to fake anything.

I want to make you feel safe. I want to do what Nathan would want me to do.

I know without understanding everything he would too. He isn't---

...wasn't...

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[adamantined]

Don't you feel like you have to fake?

1/a few ;-;

[justdoingmyjob]

[justdoingmyjob]

[justdoingmyjob]

I don't know.

[justdoingmyjob]

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[justdoingmyjob]

I don't think anyone should have to.

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[adamantined]

I don't want people to ask questions. Being upset is just an invitation.