Aug 21, 2004 17:43
Feeling sorry for myself is one of my favorite past times, passing time is all I've done and now my dreams are almost to far to even see when my eyes are shut. Looking like I know, and talking of what I hear, but never succeeding in what I dream and never doing what I say.
Damn Peter Pan for teaching me to dream, Imagine, and never grow up.
I want to be somebody not talk about somebody I want to be. I'm now willing to put in the effort so everyone, including myself will see!
I will be, wealthy and known, and someone will want to be me or is this just another dream. Wake the fuck up, I tell myself constantly I'm awake, I'm awake, than how the fuck am I sleeping my life away?
My mother always told me I could be whatever I wanted, so that's just what I did, I'd put on the costume, practiced the role and if it didn't feel right,I'd give up or give in, now it's time to get out!