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Sorry to everyone who I have talked to for seeming everywhich way. Apolo..come back to me! *falls helplessly into your arms*
I can't help but worry right now. People tell me I'm worrying about everyone but who I need to worry about righht now..myself. Probably right.
I'm much too scared to worry about myself. I don't want to even look in the mirror. I have a ring on my finger..the same one Apolo has on his. I hope he still has his.
I don't feel good. I wish I could tell you that everything is okay right now. I wish I could tell you I am over all of my past mistakes but the truth..I'm not. I plunged right back into them again. I hate this.
Lilly is the only person keeping me alive right now.
Ilove you, Lilly..
I can't help but worry right now. People tell me I'm worrying about everyone but who I need to worry about righht now..myself. Probably right.
I'm much too scared to worry about myself. I don't want to even look in the mirror. I have a ring on my finger..the same one Apolo has on his. I hope he still has his.
I don't feel good. I wish I could tell you that everything is okay right now. I wish I could tell you I am over all of my past mistakes but the truth..I'm not. I plunged right back into them again. I hate this.
Lilly is the only person keeping me alive right now.
Ilove you, Lilly..