Sep 02, 2005 12:53
Ok, this is not how I expected it to go, och well, what do you expect, I'm involved in things. Well lets recap shall we children?
I met Reb on Tuesday night from the airport with her sister and friend, who were really nice, though Reb was rather quiet *hmmmmm* and so it felt strange that she didn't talk much to me. wednesday began and I could see that things were not going as well as I had expected. We went out into Valletta which was ok, then went out that night, by then the feelings I was recieving from her were of total rigidity and not wanting for us to be in like a relationship at all. Then it came.
She told me she didn't feel that "click", which rather devestated me, and wasn't sure if she really wanted to be with me. To which I was totes gutted. We went out at night and that went not as well either, it was a foam party and things happened which I'm not going to explain, anyway I felt really confused and messed up, as only I can. I've only two minutes left on this silly thing.
Anyway then there was thursday (my mums b/day which I totally forgot about.... ooops) Sorry mum, loves you and all. Shall contact as soon as I've got money on my mobile
Anyway today was woken up by a lovely text from reb, and am currently talking to her on the net, so I'm as confused as ever. hahaha, I'll explain it ALL later, once i've figured it out in my head... lawlimus.
Love you all! (your travelling eejit fae Inverness/Cardiff)