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Nov 01, 2005 21:52

Hypothetical situation: The world is about to end. You know it's coming. You know there is nothing you can do to stop it. It's not going to be a painful end, it's just going to be over. No great explosion. No great cataclysmic war. No nuklear apocalypse. Nothing like that. Just the world is going to silently blink out of existence. Just one question? Was it worth it? Everything that you have done up to this point. The ups, the downs. The stupid decisions. The people you've met and how you've handled them, and how they've handled you. The interactions. Has it all panned out the way you wanted it to?

I can answer this one.

Nah. It wasn't worth it. I look at myself, and think... well fuck... I did something really damn bad. What the fuck it is, I dunno. But damn. Stigmas blow. It's getting to be time to move on again. Away from the bullshit. Away from hypocrisy. Away from those adults who are more like children. I know nothing will ever change. It's all the same, no matter where you go. I'd like to think I'm a pretty chill mother fucker, but Jesus... I can't do a damned thing right. Even the nothing that I do bites me in the ass.

Everything is so rediculous. Put me out of my god damned misery. I'm tired of shit. I've grown very tired of it all. So I'm not going to bother anymore. Six more weeks and I'm done for good. Not worth it. At all.

Leave me alone world. Please? Just fuck off and die.
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