I am the scientist

[adam_anarchy]

im taking a break from packing...its kind of depressing and exciting to pack...like its nuts to take a look around my room...have my walls be bare...and all of my cd's condenced in two cases...and to have found so many old memories...and to have to throw away so many more...look at all the dust collected in my room...have my cat react to the enviroment change...shes going crazy...im not moving her in until i get all settled in and shit...its just nuts to think i only have two days left in the same house ive been for 18 and almost 19 years now...my mom is trying to keep her tough side up and act like she's not sad that im leaving...and that she's not going to miss me...everyones parents have been helpful...getting us towels...cleaning stuff...and just a bunch of shit...its awesome...i just hope we will remember to buy all of that stuff once we run out...this gonna be weird...but nice at the same time...when i get all my shit out of here...thats when its gonna hit me the hardest...my mom's gonna be crying...and i probably will be to...but hey im only down the fucking street...lol...my brother is commign by tomorrow to help me pack and shit...we'll get our talk on...and just chill...kinda funny to think that he did the same fucking thing 10 years ago...nuts!!!...well skooter and i are partying tomorrow at his and andrews house...itll be fun...im trying to bring some folks thatll stay up with me and party...im like the only night shifter left at that house...no one else stays up and parties when i go over there...different shifts...shit i need to find more people on my schedule cause this whole being lonely at night thing just isnt working for me anymore...but its all good...my cat keeps me company...so dose my scetch book...well thats really all for now...im off to pack some for shit...night all

at noon there are no shadows...i rote some hippy shit while i was skatin the other night

keep up the peace

love always,
adam j.