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going to the bar is officially over with...it was nice while it lasted...but hey...mango's is comming up...and mango's is way better than being drunk...making mistakes...getting into fights...and destroying your liver and friendships...but im actually glad its over now...i mean it was getting out of control...so now comes being sober...and im glad it has come down to that.
work is okay...got 46 hours this week...fucking nuts...but hey...fatty checks...hopefully my raise will be on my paycheck this time around.
everyones relationships are going under it seems...but thats the way it works with our group of friends...once one really good relationship goes under the domino effect comes into effect...i mean ryan and i went under...skooter and his women...rob and sarah...serial and mark are starting to head that route...in my eyes...i mean its nice to have some one...but sometimes its good to be alone...thats what im doing
i got played...thats awesome...megan is with matt o...and i havent talked to her at all...i found out through skooter and mike...but hey...its her choice...now im just not looking for anyone...i dont want to...i mean with all the shit i need to get done...and want to get done...a relationship is not what need...but if i find one where i dont have to worry about anything...then sweet..but i doubt thatll happen.
all in all...things will get progressively better...its a cycle
and im starting to miss laughing...having a conversation with meaning to it...not just bullshitting some one and being like "hey...hows it going?"...i miss talking about everything and anything with some one...i miss being around her...she had amazing energy...lets all take a wild guess as to this person is.
well this probably the earliest ive done this in a while...im going to bed
good night to my one reader...and two if you count serial
stay peaceful
love always,
adam j.
work is okay...got 46 hours this week...fucking nuts...but hey...fatty checks...hopefully my raise will be on my paycheck this time around.
everyones relationships are going under it seems...but thats the way it works with our group of friends...once one really good relationship goes under the domino effect comes into effect...i mean ryan and i went under...skooter and his women...rob and sarah...serial and mark are starting to head that route...in my eyes...i mean its nice to have some one...but sometimes its good to be alone...thats what im doing
i got played...thats awesome...megan is with matt o...and i havent talked to her at all...i found out through skooter and mike...but hey...its her choice...now im just not looking for anyone...i dont want to...i mean with all the shit i need to get done...and want to get done...a relationship is not what need...but if i find one where i dont have to worry about anything...then sweet..but i doubt thatll happen.
all in all...things will get progressively better...its a cycle
and im starting to miss laughing...having a conversation with meaning to it...not just bullshitting some one and being like "hey...hows it going?"...i miss talking about everything and anything with some one...i miss being around her...she had amazing energy...lets all take a wild guess as to this person is.
well this probably the earliest ive done this in a while...im going to bed
good night to my one reader...and two if you count serial
stay peaceful
love always,
adam j.