Feb 02, 2005 11:34
HEY EVERYBODY!!...srry i havent updated in my journal lately...its just that everytime i come on the computer me and katie always argue and im not gonna keep having that...thats why im barely on the computer...and i prolly wont be on all that much cause of this dumb situation....and im srry that i havent updated kristy...now u understand..all this computer does is cause problems..and im tired of it...i might only come on juss to udate my journal and thats it...nothing else.
but i havent really been doin nething.....i havent seen angie in 3 WEEKS ...u dont know how bad that sucks...i mean i never really do nething during the day because my mind is always on seeing her..i mean i barely eat..barely sleep, barely talk to nebody besides my family..u see what i mean..my day is really never all that good unless i get to see her...see ur lucky..u get to see her almost everyday..i dont:{ so basicly all i do all day is play video games listen to my radio and talk to angie on the phone at night....i mean is juss the same oll crap juss different day and it juss really sucks and everything...and i dont really feel like having a job right now cause of some certain things and plus im really lazy..but neways
its just that i barely smile, im barely ever happy....and this weekend we will be goin out for 3 MONTHS ....thats my longest relationship ever...my longest relationship before that was 2 and a half months and that was with some jessica girl..i have had 8 gfs before angie and they all werent really the greatest ..i had a couple decent ones but juss not quite what i was looking for...see right now angie is all i want, nothing else, i am soo frikin crazy about this girl...i mean id do nething to help change her life around and try to make her as happy as possible..i mean i have never yelled , never hitted her and never plan on doin ne of that..cause what is yelling and hittin gonna prove...its only gonna mean that u dont really care about the person...i mean it juss kills me every second that i dont get to see her
to make this long story short....shes all i ever think about it and that is never gonna change no matter what happens....case closed
and when u comment ...please put a long one of some kind..cause all ur comments are juss like one sentence long....when i commented on ur journal it was like one whole paragraph..juss tell me what u think about all of this....the better ur coments are the more ill update...plain and simple...
well im done talkin for right now...so go ahead and comment of whoever wants to and ill ttyl doggs ..have a gr8 day