Dec 19, 2001 01:23
no one is on, and im kinda bored. so i thought id jot down todays thought of the day.
1. Christmas is not all its cracked up to be. This time of the eyar really sucks for a lot of people, and holds not-so-good memories for others. i really miss my mom, and i just dont feel christmasy without her here to help with the mood. she was always so great this time of year, and with her gone, its just taken a lot of the fun out of it. i loved putting up the tree, but i just couldnt get into it this year. i guess i just feel the impending anniversary coming, and it makes me sad. 1-12-01 it happened, and that day fast approaches again. oh well.
2. Life is short, too short to be taken so seriously ALL the damn time. people are so uptight about the small shit. loosen up or have the stick surgically removed from your ass. if you cant tell someone is joking when they laugh after they say something, or they smile at you, you need to lighten up.
3. I love history. This book im reading is absolutely fascinating. I love ancient history, and Gibbon does a great job in his "History of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire." unfortunately, my dumb ass didnt notice i had the abridged version... so after i finish this one, ill order the uncut one and read that too. i guess im just weird like that.
4. I have extremely eccletic taste in music. i was listening to country this afternoon, Godsmack tonight, and i have symphonic music on now... i guess it just depends on my mood. who knows.
5. i cannot wait to go to florida and get out of this house of horrors i live in. any of you i have vented to know a little of whats going in my home, but it aint pretty, and its not fun to tell. but the break from work and home will come as a welcome respite to the daily tortures of living at home. i need to find out exactly where im living next semester, because i cant take any more of living here.
anyways, i think im done expounding on my various ruminations of the day. sleep well all.