Dec 19, 2004 15:42
i'm in a considerably better mood. i went christmas shopping yesterday. i purchased gifts... nothing in particular that's great.
a gift certificate to the gap for candi, a vanity flat mirror for starla, a new guitar strap, a real nice pen, and a gift certificate to AE for my bro, a gift certificate to Williams Sonoma and a shirt from Gap for my mommy, a few new movies, a book, and a shirt for my daddy-o, and a shirt and tie and jog-radio for my grandfather. plus, i purchased about 100 different cards to send to people. germany is going to have an overload of mail from hampton cove to sort... lol...
anyway, i had this most awesome god-moment today. it was crazy. i was so busted this past week (see past entries), so i was really messed up this morning. i mean, exams are over and all, but it's like the last stress wave came crashing down and finally settled in. it was nuts. i mean, it was freak.
in the middle of all of the yelling and crazy emotions, along with the mixed up voices of everyone in my family, i hear this soft "come to me all who are weary and I will give you rest..."
i mean, it was totally amazing. it must've been God, because i usually don't think like that. i usually blow my stack, then get all confused and sad and hide away to cry. but it was instantaneous. i was free. all of a sudden, the noise was gone. no one was yelling. it all just died away.
and i was free.
so God must be working on me yet, huh?
makes me ueber happy...*g*
plus, i got an email from ben. i really hope he chooses to come over here again. maybe i can persuade him to stay. forever this time...
okay, i need to finish my short sermon for fine arts. *hug*
bye.