My dick's bigger than yours. o.o
How are things?
I know that you people seem to have think I have vanished. I haven't. o.O
Sean, what's up man, how you doing? I miss you too.
I've been doing really well lately. Ben and I are still doing. I try to not get overly excited to avoid the overly dissappointed, but honestly, I am excited.
Richmond is my guardian angel, and I get to meet her soon. Very exciting. Car insurance, and more drive time, that's what i've been doing. Plus the work extra.
I was fired yesterday, because Elisha made a mistake and came in at 5, when she should've been there at 11:30, management assumed she had quit, and since they count us as a 'team,' they took me off the schedule as well. I came in yesterday at 5 to hear this news. I was not the happiest girl in the world. Plus, sometimes it's just not easy dealing with the gestault of life, the trivial features, and the small things, man sometimes those matter. I'm sorry for my flakiness, for my inability to stay content with much. Maybe I have adult ADHD. o.O Wow, i'm an adult. heh.
In more news, today is a new Monday, and i'm still employeed. I'm off work today,and spending some time with Travis. I saw my dad for the first time since Christmas, like saw him up close. He's doing alright, I had guilt pains surging through my chest, and leaking down my cigarette hand. I puffed those away. Life is as good as it can be, and i'm having trouble dealing with it. ha. I know that's a new one. It's hard to handle happiness when you're scared of losing it. I'm working on it though. Fearless naiviety, sometimes I think that's the main ingrident for a happy life. If you have that, then you're bound to enjoy whatever, until you discover what you forgot to notice. I wish I had it back.
This is me, signing off.
The girl that forgot to forget.
I know that you people seem to have think I have vanished. I haven't. o.O
Sean, what's up man, how you doing? I miss you too.
I've been doing really well lately. Ben and I are still doing. I try to not get overly excited to avoid the overly dissappointed, but honestly, I am excited.
Richmond is my guardian angel, and I get to meet her soon. Very exciting. Car insurance, and more drive time, that's what i've been doing. Plus the work extra.
I was fired yesterday, because Elisha made a mistake and came in at 5, when she should've been there at 11:30, management assumed she had quit, and since they count us as a 'team,' they took me off the schedule as well. I came in yesterday at 5 to hear this news. I was not the happiest girl in the world. Plus, sometimes it's just not easy dealing with the gestault of life, the trivial features, and the small things, man sometimes those matter. I'm sorry for my flakiness, for my inability to stay content with much. Maybe I have adult ADHD. o.O Wow, i'm an adult. heh.
In more news, today is a new Monday, and i'm still employeed. I'm off work today,and spending some time with Travis. I saw my dad for the first time since Christmas, like saw him up close. He's doing alright, I had guilt pains surging through my chest, and leaking down my cigarette hand. I puffed those away. Life is as good as it can be, and i'm having trouble dealing with it. ha. I know that's a new one. It's hard to handle happiness when you're scared of losing it. I'm working on it though. Fearless naiviety, sometimes I think that's the main ingrident for a happy life. If you have that, then you're bound to enjoy whatever, until you discover what you forgot to notice. I wish I had it back.
This is me, signing off.
The girl that forgot to forget.