ok so....
im so bored right now, and brians at work, ppl r away sumwhere and i dunno wut i wanna do, i wanna go to a party but its probably gonna b boring so i wont go, but yet i wanna get drink, n e ways and I REALLY wanna go to renees HAWSE cuz i promised id b there for her and i wanna b there with her since shes been having like a bad week or 2, and yeah i dunno im really tired i havent been gettn good sleep, tossing and turning not being able to fall asleep around the same time i used to isnt good. grr i dunno i dont want to go to skool, as it gets closer i dont wanna go n e more, like wen i started my summer i wuz ok with going back to skool for another year but like i dunno i guess deep down inside im really upset about the fact that i didnt graduate with my frends and that ment alot to me, i wont ever see them again, yeah i probably will but i mean, i dunno frends come and go and shit but i would like to keep my old 1's, but wut i do have is my true frends that i still talk to now and that means the whole world to me and recently just found out a frend of mine from Bishop Noll (Shirley Morris) nice black girl, shes so sweet, on her way to college she got in a very bad car accident, which she could b paralized from the waste down, ive been trying to get a hold of her but i havent gotten a chance to and i really wanna find out and see if shes ok, cuz she used to b there for me wen i needed sum1 to talk to and sum help and shes a very nice girl. i hope shes ok. well im out, ill either b around at my hawse or at renees ;) love ya all ~lili