Mountains out of Molehills
Argh! I can't sleep. My mind won't stop worrying. First it's relationship stuff (why won't he help in the kitchen), then it's work stuff (staff mtg this morning), then it's the job on the side that shouldn't matter but I'm thinking about it anyway (policy changes and how I hate not knowing WHY).
I know I should just go back to bed and meditate/ascend until I fall asleep, but even that is difficult tonight because I am lying next to HIM. Constant reminder of anger and frustration. Like raindrops against the tin roof, it is difficult to forget that it is raining.
No one ever said life would be easy and carefree. And everybody tells me that relationships are hard. I wish I could just REACT instead of OVERreacting all the time based on fear. It's not only stressful but exhausting!
Ok. Goodnight for now. I'm attempting sleep again.
I know I should just go back to bed and meditate/ascend until I fall asleep, but even that is difficult tonight because I am lying next to HIM. Constant reminder of anger and frustration. Like raindrops against the tin roof, it is difficult to forget that it is raining.
No one ever said life would be easy and carefree. And everybody tells me that relationships are hard. I wish I could just REACT instead of OVERreacting all the time based on fear. It's not only stressful but exhausting!
Ok. Goodnight for now. I'm attempting sleep again.