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Jun 25, 2005 20:26

I can’t save everyone
I can’t save anyone
I tried so hard but yet I failed
Producing more problems for all seems to be a specialty of mine
At one point in my life, long ago, I could resolve problems
Now I sit here wondering, did I get so wrapped up in others problems I failed to look at my own
Asking myself when I stop caring for myself as a person
Did I grow cold towards myself dealing with others troubles day in and day out
Sometimes watching them fall and not being able to do anything about it
I feel broken inside, more pain than I have felt in years
Not for myself but for those I tried to help and managed to make their lives worse
With myself I feel great anger, causing the troubles that I use to rectify
I have now become the evil that I use to preach about, and warned others to stay away from
The only way I can help people now is to warn them to stay away from me until the time I find the person I once was
I have failed
Hurting others
Hurting myself
I save no one
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