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why is it when one part of your life is suddenly great another part slacks off. The good news, Andrew has moved back to Lincoln so now we're together. The bad news, my brother is in the hospital. He went the other day because of high blood pressure and then I guess this morning they tested his kidneys and they are really bad. He will have to start dialysis or something. He's only 32 for crying out loud! We did this 9 years ago with my dad. He ended up getting a kidney from one of his brothers. At any rate, I'm just really really hoping that he will be fine and everything will be ok in the end but this probably means he won't be able to come to my wedding which is exactly 4 weeks away. That is quite upsetting as well. I'm just glad I have Andrew here to help me through this. I feel so disconnected to all this. He's in Seattle and my parents just call once a day with an update. I don't know, its just so different than what has been in the past when we all lived under the same roof. I'm glad I get to see everyone this weekend though. Its Emilia's first communion on Sunday. I can't believe how fast she is growing up. Its amazing. There is so much difference from one year to the next and then when you grow up its like time stands still. You learn life's lessons and move on but when your a kid who is growing up, I don't know it just moves a lot faster. ...I'm probably not making any sense. It is 2:30 after all. Time for bed. Please pray for my family and my brother if you are of the persuasion to do so.