raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
this week is just not going my way. AT ALL. ZIP.
so jean cancelled her class both monday and tuesday for us to work on this goddamned project.
[side note for a minute: this goddamned project criteria is this "research a specific type of paper or paper manufacturer." Okay, so paper is good right? we use fucking paper everyday. But how is one supposed to research the history of, say, BOND paper. it's just THERE. it doesn't HAVE history. some dumb fuck decided that we needed a fairly average piece of paper with a low cost, and VOILA. THERE IT IS. Bond paper. ANYWAY, we're supposed to do a 7-15 minute presentation on this and its nearly impossible. Sarah, Kimie, and I all love each other but honestly we've been ripping at each others' throats and getting angry at each other this and it's making me batshit insane.]
/endangrysidenote.
so it turns out anyway that class was NOT cancelled today as i had presumed and apparently i wasn't the only one. only about 15 people showed up for class so she let them out early so i woke up to a txt from Sarah asking where the hell i was so we could work on the damned project. annnd needless to say i felt awful. the workload is killing me right now and it's stressing me out h-core.
not to mention, my mother went apeshit again last night and lost it at me when i stopped on our way back into airdrie to see kelsey, seeing as how we were coming back from standard on 16th ave and we pretty much had to drive right by her work. so i stop despite her yelling at me because i told my cousin i would. so then she yelled at me to hurry up and she wouldn't even get out of the car to come and say hi to her own niece. my brother was just confused because he took off his headphones and just heard us yelling at each other. so i went in and was in there for oh, like 2 minutes just catching up and my phone rings and she was calling me from the car.
so i said goodbye, went and got in the car to more screaming. we fought pretty much all the way back to airdrie and i dropped them off and left.
needless to say, only a couple people actually know what ive been going through lately and as far as the rest of the world is concerned FUCKYOU. im tired of all this shit.
so jean cancelled her class both monday and tuesday for us to work on this goddamned project.
[side note for a minute: this goddamned project criteria is this "research a specific type of paper or paper manufacturer." Okay, so paper is good right? we use fucking paper everyday. But how is one supposed to research the history of, say, BOND paper. it's just THERE. it doesn't HAVE history. some dumb fuck decided that we needed a fairly average piece of paper with a low cost, and VOILA. THERE IT IS. Bond paper. ANYWAY, we're supposed to do a 7-15 minute presentation on this and its nearly impossible. Sarah, Kimie, and I all love each other but honestly we've been ripping at each others' throats and getting angry at each other this and it's making me batshit insane.]
/endangrysidenote.
so it turns out anyway that class was NOT cancelled today as i had presumed and apparently i wasn't the only one. only about 15 people showed up for class so she let them out early so i woke up to a txt from Sarah asking where the hell i was so we could work on the damned project. annnd needless to say i felt awful. the workload is killing me right now and it's stressing me out h-core.
not to mention, my mother went apeshit again last night and lost it at me when i stopped on our way back into airdrie to see kelsey, seeing as how we were coming back from standard on 16th ave and we pretty much had to drive right by her work. so i stop despite her yelling at me because i told my cousin i would. so then she yelled at me to hurry up and she wouldn't even get out of the car to come and say hi to her own niece. my brother was just confused because he took off his headphones and just heard us yelling at each other. so i went in and was in there for oh, like 2 minutes just catching up and my phone rings and she was calling me from the car.
so i said goodbye, went and got in the car to more screaming. we fought pretty much all the way back to airdrie and i dropped them off and left.
needless to say, only a couple people actually know what ive been going through lately and as far as the rest of the world is concerned FUCKYOU. im tired of all this shit.