you're nothing; a zero; dictator.
i've started writing multiple entries and i can't seem to finish them.
so many things are messed up in my head right now i don't think that writing them out would even make any sense.
ive been pretty down lately. el losers have circulated the 'Adam's-a-whore' story around nexopia now and i get a few derogatory messages at least in a day. also my father has decided not to 'do' christmas this year. Who does that? i dont fucking care if he buys stuff i just want him to be here. but no.
this past weekend was pretty fun. i headed up to e-town and stayed with kirsten in her room at rez and met a bunch of people which was cool. we watched some ridiculous movies and i even got to see marianne!
it doesnt seem to me too many people are excited for christmas this year. more people i know are dreading it than being excited for it. this year i can't seem to stay positive and be excited either. oh well. and to YOU, yeah you know who you are, you are not spending christmas alone. im going to come visit you just you watch! anyway im glad 2007 is almost over. it was not a nice year. at least i learned alot. and i'm in school so at least it was a worthwhile year in that way.
i think i may also be slightly depressed about failing my math class. i was pretty sure i was going to but when i actually did it got me down more than i thought it would. I did try but it just doesnt come naturally to me; ask Sarah K. she had to help me every freaking week with assignments and test prep.
anyway im pretty much out of depressing topics to talk about; im trying to perk up cuz im seeing jess and brit later but i cant seem to snap out of it.
so many things are messed up in my head right now i don't think that writing them out would even make any sense.
ive been pretty down lately. el losers have circulated the 'Adam's-a-whore' story around nexopia now and i get a few derogatory messages at least in a day. also my father has decided not to 'do' christmas this year. Who does that? i dont fucking care if he buys stuff i just want him to be here. but no.
this past weekend was pretty fun. i headed up to e-town and stayed with kirsten in her room at rez and met a bunch of people which was cool. we watched some ridiculous movies and i even got to see marianne!
it doesnt seem to me too many people are excited for christmas this year. more people i know are dreading it than being excited for it. this year i can't seem to stay positive and be excited either. oh well. and to YOU, yeah you know who you are, you are not spending christmas alone. im going to come visit you just you watch! anyway im glad 2007 is almost over. it was not a nice year. at least i learned alot. and i'm in school so at least it was a worthwhile year in that way.
i think i may also be slightly depressed about failing my math class. i was pretty sure i was going to but when i actually did it got me down more than i thought it would. I did try but it just doesnt come naturally to me; ask Sarah K. she had to help me every freaking week with assignments and test prep.
anyway im pretty much out of depressing topics to talk about; im trying to perk up cuz im seeing jess and brit later but i cant seem to snap out of it.