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The weekend went by way too fast. Not to mention the red-eye got in at 2am. Ugh. Need coffee.
Didn't help that I couldn't sleep after I got back. By that time, I'd managed to sober up and I got to thinking. And I didn't stop thinking till nearly 5am. And I had to be up at 6:30.
It was a nice weekend, worth the late flight, but still exhausting. I did get to have brunch with Ileana and we finally caught up with what's been going on in each others' lives. Apparently she won an award for an article she wrote. And -apparently- she's still with Rob Enslow... I got to see Danny, too, which was nice. And my cat. If I could take Aurora in my luggage and keep her at the hotel, I definitely would.
The bar...ugh. That was just a mistake. I had a couple hours to kill till my flight and all I wanted to do was drink and maybe see people I hadn't seen in awhile. I ended up seeing Bobby for the first time since...well, since we ended it. Big oops. It didn't help that I was also sitting with Falco and Larry, who were both lamenting the evils of woman and then there was me, in front of my ex, trying to be both nonchalant AND defend my gender and listen to them (Falco and Larry) bitch about some of the very reasons why Bobby and I broke up (women want one thing, men want another, crossed wires, etc).
I thought when I saw him again it would be...well, I don't know. It was awkward, and I'm not sure why I expected anything more. Jesus, Connie get over yourself.
Didn't help that I couldn't sleep after I got back. By that time, I'd managed to sober up and I got to thinking. And I didn't stop thinking till nearly 5am. And I had to be up at 6:30.
It was a nice weekend, worth the late flight, but still exhausting. I did get to have brunch with Ileana and we finally caught up with what's been going on in each others' lives. Apparently she won an award for an article she wrote. And -apparently- she's still with Rob Enslow... I got to see Danny, too, which was nice. And my cat. If I could take Aurora in my luggage and keep her at the hotel, I definitely would.
The bar...ugh. That was just a mistake. I had a couple hours to kill till my flight and all I wanted to do was drink and maybe see people I hadn't seen in awhile. I ended up seeing Bobby for the first time since...well, since we ended it. Big oops. It didn't help that I was also sitting with Falco and Larry, who were both lamenting the evils of woman and then there was me, in front of my ex, trying to be both nonchalant AND defend my gender and listen to them (Falco and Larry) bitch about some of the very reasons why Bobby and I broke up (women want one thing, men want another, crossed wires, etc).
I thought when I saw him again it would be...well, I don't know. It was awkward, and I'm not sure why I expected anything more. Jesus, Connie get over yourself.