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Yesterday, for lack of a better way to put it, was a complete crapfest.
When did my private life become so crazy and mixed up that I can't function?
I did have friends at some point, didn't I?
Maybe I need to go away for a few weeks, cause I can't stay in my apartment anymore. Going out just causes me pain and embarassment in the long run, so I don't want to do that either.
I'm a lawyer, I read people for a living, how did I miss all the signs people were throwing at me?
I'm embarassed, frustrated, upset, humiliated.
Yeah, that list covers it.
When did my private life become so crazy and mixed up that I can't function?
I did have friends at some point, didn't I?
Maybe I need to go away for a few weeks, cause I can't stay in my apartment anymore. Going out just causes me pain and embarassment in the long run, so I don't want to do that either.
I'm a lawyer, I read people for a living, how did I miss all the signs people were throwing at me?
I'm embarassed, frustrated, upset, humiliated.
Yeah, that list covers it.