I need sleep.
I am SO SICK of having insomnia. I am on the highest dosage of Lunesta possible - and I still can't sleep! I'm waking up at like 8 or 9 every morning (after going to sleep at about 3 or 4,) then staying up for about 2 hours and then...sleeping again. It's not good for my circadium rhythm (sp?) And I'm tired as hell and I still can't sleep. Either my body won't let me, or my brain won't let me. I just need someone to stand over me every night with a mallet and hit me over the head with it whenever I decide to go to bed. I decided to go to bed about 3 hours ago, just in case you're wondering..and I've been reading most of that time. Ugh.
My legs seem to be healing up. I didn't exercise today even though I really wanted to, mostly because I figured I had hurt them 2 days in a row and I needed to give them two days to rest. I am going to practice yoga FIRST THING in the morning - hopefully that will help me get going. I think I'm going to go ahead and start studying for my Chemistry and Math classes, even though school doesn't start for another week and a half.
I think part of my sleeping problem is from not having anything to do (job or school). The job I wanted required me to be available whenever they needed me and my school schedule just won't allow me to do that. I can't be on call. So maybe I can find a job at school...speaking of, I need to call the school library tomorrow to find out about a job catgirlnikki told me about.
My legs seem to be healing up. I didn't exercise today even though I really wanted to, mostly because I figured I had hurt them 2 days in a row and I needed to give them two days to rest. I am going to practice yoga FIRST THING in the morning - hopefully that will help me get going. I think I'm going to go ahead and start studying for my Chemistry and Math classes, even though school doesn't start for another week and a half.
I think part of my sleeping problem is from not having anything to do (job or school). The job I wanted required me to be available whenever they needed me and my school schedule just won't allow me to do that. I can't be on call. So maybe I can find a job at school...speaking of, I need to call the school library tomorrow to find out about a job catgirlnikki told me about.