I want to cry. Badly.
Fact of the day: There are two types of crying. The first one being when you're injured/hurt (apparently there's a chemical in your tears that help heal cuts), the second being when you're body is under a lot of stress, so the tears help take out chemicals that trigger this stress.
Not very scientific, I know, but I'm not bothered to look it up on Wikipedia and give you exact details.
So, anyways, today is the first day I ever fail an exam (this year), and I'm freaking out. I got a fucking 52% in Math, when I was positive that I'd at least walk away with an 80%. Apparently not.
Because of that, I have to come in on Saturday for five hours and resolve every single question that we've done in Math class this year. My average, so far, in Math is 83% including the exam that I just did, and I'm fucking upset about it. I know, I know; I shouldn't be complaining, some people have 60s and such, but I'm a ~nerd, and this grade doesn't sit well with me.
Even though my hb is pretty low and I have been out of it this entire week, but I'm pretty sure that my teacher doesn't give shit about that. He'd probably be all like 'If you're feeling sick, then don't bother showing up at school at all.' Asshole.
Anyways, back to the crying, I really need to cry, get some of the depression out of my system, but I just can't. I was about to cry twice at school already, once during Math class once we got our tests back, and a second time right after Math class while I was heading to the Chemistry lab.
But I'm sort of one of those people that hates crying at school, so I didn't, and now that I'm back home, I can't even bring myself to feel upset enough to cry. Right now, I'm mostly just pissed off and ready to stab my teacher.
Sorry if I stretch anyone's flist, I hadn't realized that I needed to rant this much, but I'm hoping it'll help me cool down some soon. Probably not, but I'm hoping.
Anyways, anyone willing to share some jokes and lift my terrible mood?
Not very scientific, I know, but I'm not bothered to look it up on Wikipedia and give you exact details.
So, anyways, today is the first day I ever fail an exam (this year), and I'm freaking out. I got a fucking 52% in Math, when I was positive that I'd at least walk away with an 80%. Apparently not.
Because of that, I have to come in on Saturday for five hours and resolve every single question that we've done in Math class this year. My average, so far, in Math is 83% including the exam that I just did, and I'm fucking upset about it. I know, I know; I shouldn't be complaining, some people have 60s and such, but I'm a ~nerd, and this grade doesn't sit well with me.
Even though my hb is pretty low and I have been out of it this entire week, but I'm pretty sure that my teacher doesn't give shit about that. He'd probably be all like 'If you're feeling sick, then don't bother showing up at school at all.' Asshole.
Anyways, back to the crying, I really need to cry, get some of the depression out of my system, but I just can't. I was about to cry twice at school already, once during Math class once we got our tests back, and a second time right after Math class while I was heading to the Chemistry lab.
But I'm sort of one of those people that hates crying at school, so I didn't, and now that I'm back home, I can't even bring myself to feel upset enough to cry. Right now, I'm mostly just pissed off and ready to stab my teacher.
Sorry if I stretch anyone's flist, I hadn't realized that I needed to rant this much, but I'm hoping it'll help me cool down some soon. Probably not, but I'm hoping.
Anyways, anyone willing to share some jokes and lift my terrible mood?