my life is on fire.
i dont know what it is. i seem to have everything, but i feel like i have nothing at all. i am healthy, i drive a brand new car, i have a beautiful girl, i have great friends, and i have enough money to do whatever i want. yet for some dimented reason i cant be happy.
as aristotle stated you cant find happiness in friendship, honor, money, or enjoyment, im really relating to that. he also states that the only way you can be happy is to make yourself happy. wich i totally agree with. seeing some of the wealthiest people i know be miserable, and yet have lower class people in retrospect seem euphoric.
i seem to find myself blaming everything that goes wrong on one girl. i cant stand doing that. all i want is for her to be happy. after being broken up it seems that ever time she doesnt kiss me, or smile at me, or leave out affection in her attitude towards me rips me apart. i take it so personal, and i think that is whats bringing me down so much. i hope this gets better.
as aristotle stated you cant find happiness in friendship, honor, money, or enjoyment, im really relating to that. he also states that the only way you can be happy is to make yourself happy. wich i totally agree with. seeing some of the wealthiest people i know be miserable, and yet have lower class people in retrospect seem euphoric.
i seem to find myself blaming everything that goes wrong on one girl. i cant stand doing that. all i want is for her to be happy. after being broken up it seems that ever time she doesnt kiss me, or smile at me, or leave out affection in her attitude towards me rips me apart. i take it so personal, and i think that is whats bringing me down so much. i hope this gets better.