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living in britian sucks. but i live in america and it sucks more. fuck you american pigs.
today at my all american job i nearly severed my finger. shocking part about it all is that it didnt hurt at all. and of course my fingers intact im typing with it now. all it did was bleed alot and look white like i could see musicle. im touch tho and kept orking my shift until i was done. i just used 5 different bandaids. alright it wasnt nearly severed. possibly could of been stitched tho. but i tipped off all the skin around it so scratch that. now its a open wOUND. im considering rubbing dirt into it to prove it wont get infected. people kept talling me to make sure no dirt got in it. i aint scured hopfully the infection spreads to my heart in a world record 5 minutes before anyone can do anything to save me.
i realized noone achieves their goals in life, if you do your mommy and daddy bought you them. which is one reason i need to die. second reason is i realized im incapable of having a conversation with 95% of the human race. 3rd reason is im consistantly alone and im pretty damn sure thats ot going to change anytime soon. 4th reason. i hate humans therefore i hate my self. 5th reason everyone needs to die to save the planet. 6th reason because im sad and jealous and cant stop being that way. what number am i on? i just want to die and its all i think of froim the time i wake to sleep. bye everyone. nice chattin with yu on this journal. im drinknig everyday my whole life to cut my life expectancy. will i regret it? no ill be dead.
today at my all american job i nearly severed my finger. shocking part about it all is that it didnt hurt at all. and of course my fingers intact im typing with it now. all it did was bleed alot and look white like i could see musicle. im touch tho and kept orking my shift until i was done. i just used 5 different bandaids. alright it wasnt nearly severed. possibly could of been stitched tho. but i tipped off all the skin around it so scratch that. now its a open wOUND. im considering rubbing dirt into it to prove it wont get infected. people kept talling me to make sure no dirt got in it. i aint scured hopfully the infection spreads to my heart in a world record 5 minutes before anyone can do anything to save me.
i realized noone achieves their goals in life, if you do your mommy and daddy bought you them. which is one reason i need to die. second reason is i realized im incapable of having a conversation with 95% of the human race. 3rd reason is im consistantly alone and im pretty damn sure thats ot going to change anytime soon. 4th reason. i hate humans therefore i hate my self. 5th reason everyone needs to die to save the planet. 6th reason because im sad and jealous and cant stop being that way. what number am i on? i just want to die and its all i think of froim the time i wake to sleep. bye everyone. nice chattin with yu on this journal. im drinknig everyday my whole life to cut my life expectancy. will i regret it? no ill be dead.