sooo
Colorado:
I was so scared to go to colorado
i knew it would be hard
and it would be extremely wierd
and IT WAS
colorado is different with out my aunt
although my uncle is there and i do love him so much
but it is just not the same
i miss aunt steph so much
I miss:
the random text telling me about her day
the text telling me how beautiful i am
the person i could ask anything
the person i could talk to
the person i looked up to
I just cannot believe she lied to everyone
for soooooOOOOOoooooOOOooOooOOOOoo many years
and then it was too much for her
we would have loved you AUNT STEPH
NO MATTER WHAT WE WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU
I just wish i could go back in time
i wish i could tell her how much i love her before i went to havasupai
i wish i would have gone to see her more often
i just miss her so much
because i really could tell her anything
i could send her random pioctures and she would tell me how awesome i was
i would send her picture of my art and even if it was the worst thing in the world
she would tell me she loved it and how it was great not stinky
after this trip it has made me decide i want to go to NAU
i want to go to a university
not a community college
i want to go to a university.
i want to move out of this house
i dont feel like being here anymore
i feel like starting my life
i am some what nervous to retake the SAT"s
but i shouldnt be because i am already studiying for them
i got all A's last quarter and i plan on keeping it that way
i am some what nervous about English this quarter
i always struggle with English and now we are doing these CRAZY
LONG projects that take the EINTIRE quarter?!?!?!
yeahhh i'm scared!
sooo i just need to breath.
just sit back and close my eyes
i need to breath
**********************************************
so on sat i am going to see joshy and his partener Madison Dance! it is gonna be cool :]
i;m even excited to be interogated hahaha
and after that we are going to go ice skating!!
and watch a movie hehehe
mannnnn i like joshy
he is someone i can trust with all my secrets i can tell him anything
he cheers me up when i'm sad and always make me so happy around him
he is so funny-----even if it is makeing fun of me doing somthing dumb ahha----
mann i just like him so much i'll do a journal just about him some other day i'm just troo tired right now :/
okayy well that it... overallllll colorado was terrible
i missed my aunt wayyy too much
and i cryed alot and i could cry somemore now
but yeahhh okayyy byyee
I was so scared to go to colorado
i knew it would be hard
and it would be extremely wierd
and IT WAS
colorado is different with out my aunt
although my uncle is there and i do love him so much
but it is just not the same
i miss aunt steph so much
I miss:
the random text telling me about her day
the text telling me how beautiful i am
the person i could ask anything
the person i could talk to
the person i looked up to
I just cannot believe she lied to everyone
for soooooOOOOOoooooOOOooOooOOOOoo many years
and then it was too much for her
we would have loved you AUNT STEPH
NO MATTER WHAT WE WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU
I just wish i could go back in time
i wish i could tell her how much i love her before i went to havasupai
i wish i would have gone to see her more often
i just miss her so much
because i really could tell her anything
i could send her random pioctures and she would tell me how awesome i was
i would send her picture of my art and even if it was the worst thing in the world
she would tell me she loved it and how it was great not stinky
after this trip it has made me decide i want to go to NAU
i want to go to a university
not a community college
i want to go to a university.
i want to move out of this house
i dont feel like being here anymore
i feel like starting my life
i am some what nervous to retake the SAT"s
but i shouldnt be because i am already studiying for them
i got all A's last quarter and i plan on keeping it that way
i am some what nervous about English this quarter
i always struggle with English and now we are doing these CRAZY
LONG projects that take the EINTIRE quarter?!?!?!
yeahhh i'm scared!
sooo i just need to breath.
just sit back and close my eyes
i need to breath
**********************************************
so on sat i am going to see joshy and his partener Madison Dance! it is gonna be cool :]
i;m even excited to be interogated hahaha
and after that we are going to go ice skating!!
and watch a movie hehehe
mannnnn i like joshy
he is someone i can trust with all my secrets i can tell him anything
he cheers me up when i'm sad and always make me so happy around him
he is so funny-----even if it is makeing fun of me doing somthing dumb ahha----
mann i just like him so much i'll do a journal just about him some other day i'm just troo tired right now :/
okayy well that it... overallllll colorado was terrible
i missed my aunt wayyy too much
and i cryed alot and i could cry somemore now
but yeahhh okayyy byyee