I misss youuu :[
There's a time at least once more likely more times each day i sit and i miss you. i used to look forward to the text messages that always said how much you love me. i could tell you anything. everyday i wonder whyyy. and everyday my eyes tear up. i remember all the great times i had with you. i am glad you are in heaven now. but i just dont understand. i cannot wait to see you again. cant wait to tell you how much i love you. i just cannot believe it. i finally realize you are gone. its taken me months to actually accept this because i was in denial. i couldnt believe my favotie aunt, my best friend was gone, the person i could tell anything, the person that promised me that i could live with her.you broke that promise. i love you and for some reason i am so angry with you. i want to know WHY and no one will tell me. sitting here it still doesnt seem 100 perecnt real. i still have that hope its a VERY bad april fools joke. maybe someday you'll pop out screaming april fools!! I love youuu! butt i know that i just should accept that you are in heaven. i will see you again. i cannot wait for that day. i love you so much. i know you listen to my thoughts when i talk to you and i know you can hear me and i am so sad that you cannot talk back. i really miss you aunt steph. you made everything better. you brought the family together. i miss you... i miss you so much it eats at my insides! i always think that i should have gone to visit you i should have called. i should have told you how much i love you everyday... i know you would want me to move on and not feel like this but it just hits me sometimes... sometimes i just need you to talk to me and i need you to tell me everything is okeay and need to tell you how much i love you because i love you and miss you so much everyday... i cannot believe this . you. are gone. i. miss. you.... i . love. you.