wtf?!?!?!
okay soo i thought that my bffs(otha then ky) were comming over tomorrow to trick or treat and now they are both like uhh i have a party and uhh you never invited me bullshit alex hall... gosh she make me so fucking mad... like at practice she pisses me off... then later i just get more pissed off at her w/e i would love to inflict pain on myself right now but i am not going to what good would that do i would feel better but then i would be like uhhh why did i do this that is stupid... so yeahh my life feels like it is falling a part right now and it sucks. so i just feel like if i die right now noone would care maybe my "friends"would maybe be sad for like a milli sec and my family maybe a lil longer but w/e i'll just do my school work focus on bball and vball till it ends... and then write my heart out in this... i am really hating andy right now i just can look at him without glareing and now my "bestest" friend is like p/o at me so idk... my life is sucking and i just want to cry my heart out... and so now that i dumped andy i have no one to tell all my crap to... to spill my heart out to when melissa pisses me off... when i ma sad... when someone says something that hurt me... i dont have some one to hug anymore... i wonder why this is happening to me i am a good kid i am good in school and i participate in sports... what have i done wrong to deserrve this??????