Happy holidays?
Happy holidays, right? I'm not so sure. Don't get me wrong, my Christmases with all divisions of my family were great. No arguements, no nothing. Yet something seems 'off.' I miss the monotony of my non-holiday schedule. I manage to be tenser sitting around waiting to go to work than I am when I'm swamped with schoolwork and sleep deprived.
Maybe it's the heavy reading I have been doing. I'm currently plowing through Shake Hands with the Devil by Roméo Dallaire, head of the UN assistance mission to Rwanda during the genocide. I have a feeling that this one is going to change my life when I am finally finished. I just can't believe the UN just looked away while hundreds of thousands of Rwandans were being killed. 'The system' is fucked up. Uh, read this book.
I really have nothing else to say, except that I haven't been sleeping well lately. Still, I'm trying to stay away from the coffee. Happy New Year, LJers.