Another fic that write in hurry
Notes;
The tittle and the italic words is taken from My chemical Romance, give ‘em hell.
But I Miss you more than I did yesterday
~*~ToraXAoi, approx 573 words, One Shot~*~
Tora stepped his feet on the wet ground carefully. It’s rainy and he doesn’t want his worn out jeans get dirty. He had walked along this dark alley for almost three years after he told his parents he want study out of town, out of Tokyo. He wants a new place, a new atmosphere and new people because Tokyo had disappointed him too much. To his parents, he said he wants to be an independent man and they got his point.
Now, he doesn’t know if he must thank his parents or regret their decision to let he live in Beppu, a small city in north Japan where at beginning he welcome a new life and freedom before he caught in between; blessed and suffered.
It named blessed if Tora wants a new world and he got it all exactly like what he expected earlier plus a big bonus that he never thought he will gain it. The bonus mid name is stubbornness, a senior that one year older than Tora whose Tora likes to call Yuu whenever they were alone and it will be Aoi in public area.
Unlike the most couple in this world that need love declaration like I-love-you-and-I-want-you-to-be-my-side-would-you-be-my-lover type, Tora and Aoi didn’t need word to get along together. A guitar is good enough as their love declaration.
For Tora, being with Aoi is equal with having a senior, a best friend, a lover, and an enemy at the same time. Aoi would teach him lesson he doesn’t good in, would listen to his lamentations no matter what time it is (even though it mean a conversation at 3am by phone); would swearing at him like a madman (which end up by acting normal like nothing happened on the next day and vice versa because both of them knew each other too well it doesn’t matter to shout ‘Shit!’ or ‘Fuck you!’) and Aoi wouldn’t mind Tora’s hickey ornamenting his body (Tora found it hard to deny and also conscious of how easy it is to add more sin with Aoi’s nice-curved-shape body on his bed). Gradually, Aoi become his favorite muse.
Tora was so grateful for what he had since his first step in Beppu until it change into hateful when Aoi told his plan after his graduation day. Aoi said that he has to leave Beppu a week later to Mie before he leave Japan to US to continue his study as his father request. At that time, Tora’s only respond is staring Aoi silently, hoping February won’t come this year.
It named suffered where from Monday to Sunday, from sunrise to sunset, from campus to dorm, from management business classroom to Aoi’s bedroom, from Korn to piercing, from food to sex are remind Tora of Aoi, of times they spent together. He thinks that Aoi is unfair, because he must live with amount of memories of them while life will be easier for Aoi to live in a new place where there is no drop of Tora.
…He also thinks that maybe it’s better for Aoi to leave first and have a new world instead of leaving Aoi alone in Beppu and has the same feelings as he has now.
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday
~*~OWARI~*~
yes, I know, vagueness is everywhere, isnt it?
The tittle and the italic words is taken from My chemical Romance, give ‘em hell.
But I Miss you more than I did yesterday
~*~ToraXAoi, approx 573 words, One Shot~*~
Tora stepped his feet on the wet ground carefully. It’s rainy and he doesn’t want his worn out jeans get dirty. He had walked along this dark alley for almost three years after he told his parents he want study out of town, out of Tokyo. He wants a new place, a new atmosphere and new people because Tokyo had disappointed him too much. To his parents, he said he wants to be an independent man and they got his point.
Now, he doesn’t know if he must thank his parents or regret their decision to let he live in Beppu, a small city in north Japan where at beginning he welcome a new life and freedom before he caught in between; blessed and suffered.
It named blessed if Tora wants a new world and he got it all exactly like what he expected earlier plus a big bonus that he never thought he will gain it. The bonus mid name is stubbornness, a senior that one year older than Tora whose Tora likes to call Yuu whenever they were alone and it will be Aoi in public area.
Unlike the most couple in this world that need love declaration like I-love-you-and-I-want-you-to-be-my-side-would-you-be-my-lover type, Tora and Aoi didn’t need word to get along together. A guitar is good enough as their love declaration.
For Tora, being with Aoi is equal with having a senior, a best friend, a lover, and an enemy at the same time. Aoi would teach him lesson he doesn’t good in, would listen to his lamentations no matter what time it is (even though it mean a conversation at 3am by phone); would swearing at him like a madman (which end up by acting normal like nothing happened on the next day and vice versa because both of them knew each other too well it doesn’t matter to shout ‘Shit!’ or ‘Fuck you!’) and Aoi wouldn’t mind Tora’s hickey ornamenting his body (Tora found it hard to deny and also conscious of how easy it is to add more sin with Aoi’s nice-curved-shape body on his bed). Gradually, Aoi become his favorite muse.
Tora was so grateful for what he had since his first step in Beppu until it change into hateful when Aoi told his plan after his graduation day. Aoi said that he has to leave Beppu a week later to Mie before he leave Japan to US to continue his study as his father request. At that time, Tora’s only respond is staring Aoi silently, hoping February won’t come this year.
It named suffered where from Monday to Sunday, from sunrise to sunset, from campus to dorm, from management business classroom to Aoi’s bedroom, from Korn to piercing, from food to sex are remind Tora of Aoi, of times they spent together. He thinks that Aoi is unfair, because he must live with amount of memories of them while life will be easier for Aoi to live in a new place where there is no drop of Tora.
…He also thinks that maybe it’s better for Aoi to leave first and have a new world instead of leaving Aoi alone in Beppu and has the same feelings as he has now.
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday
~*~OWARI~*~
yes, I know, vagueness is everywhere, isnt it?