its 1.30 pm
i just arrived from Bandung on 11 am. im so tired and so fuckin lost...
the last time i visit Bandung is April... God! its five months ago!
i miss the city so much that i almost cry when i told my mom that i dont want back home... i dont want to face Jakarta, i dont want to face my dad, and i dont want to face her even its only in virtual world!!
tomorrow... i have to face my routine.
last Thursday till this morning i spent in Bandung is like a dream... and i dont want to wake up...
to
takarai_karin and
livrin, love you two! and you Rin, please be there when im back after a day or two after Idul Fitri...
well, i have an urge to post this stupid tap tap tap thing too;
you're the tap tap tap against my window, like against my ribcage and
you're steady and patient and sometimes i just forgot
but when you're gone i go tap tap tap on your pavement
with flickering streetlights ignoring rain
willing you to come home