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im sorry for what i have done to everyone. chris im sorry i was an ass hole to you, you didnt deserve it you were a good friend. i never hated you i was just jealous. i have always treated people like shit and have been a dick to everyone and now i am paying the price for it. i hurt those that i dont care about and i destroy those i love. i guess it all does come back to you in the end huh. well i wont be around for a while anymore so if you dont hear from me, something happend and i really dont want to mention it. but i just wanted to say sorry to everyone that i mistreated. especially you lucy. you have been so great to me and i know i havent treated you right before i really did take you for granted. i should have cherished those moments with you instead i didnt. i am now paying the price for my actions as of late.
lucy remember i have always loved you.
<3
lucy remember i have always loved you.
<3