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[To say the Red Seed thing had unsettled him would be an understatement. He wasn't...he wasn't a GOOD GUY. It would be a lie to say he didn't want to be a hero on some level, but it was hard to believe he could be one without really having something specific to protect. Zelda, Zelda he could understand. It was the going out again that confused him, but at the time he felt he had too.]
[It had given him a lot to think about, but it was just...so hard trying to sort everything. He wanted to feel proud, but he also felt confused. And then horrified because why should he be proud of doing something when there was a massacre going on.]
[It was just...confusing. And made him brood and try to distract himself and then just think of things too much. It didn't help all these thoughts affected his dreams.]
[Like tonight. Another bad dream, making him all the more unsettled and he found himself in the Princess' room. Just...to be sure she was there. The idea of there being such a strong light around was oddly reassuring, despite his own existence. And making sure she was there and fine just helped him just feel a bit better.]
[Not that he would stay long. He wouldn't dare. He wasn't sure he wanted to see what would happen if he did.]
[It had given him a lot to think about, but it was just...so hard trying to sort everything. He wanted to feel proud, but he also felt confused. And then horrified because why should he be proud of doing something when there was a massacre going on.]
[It was just...confusing. And made him brood and try to distract himself and then just think of things too much. It didn't help all these thoughts affected his dreams.]
[Like tonight. Another bad dream, making him all the more unsettled and he found himself in the Princess' room. Just...to be sure she was there. The idea of there being such a strong light around was oddly reassuring, despite his own existence. And making sure she was there and fine just helped him just feel a bit better.]
[Not that he would stay long. He wouldn't dare. He wasn't sure he wanted to see what would happen if he did.]