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Well, I finally got into FSU's dance department. Honestly, I'm not even exctied. I thought I would be, but the more I think about it, the more I don't want to go. More than anything else, I think I just wanted to prove to myself and to everyone around me that I was good enough to get in. I disappoint myself and feel so selfish for feeling this way, but I can't help it. Moving to Tally would be starting over and I don't think I'm ready for that. I'm so happy in Pensacola; I love the town, the people, and my friends more than anything. It would be so hard to leave again. But on the other hand, would I regret not at least trying? I think I would. I'm so confused. I wish someone to tell me what to do. I'm so lost.