i'm bouts to merk right outta hurr
only 46 more days!
wait, is anyone else in complete shock..that our years of being a child are basically up? no more retests..no more bells letting us know when classes begin..and when you are late..no more threatening to take cell phones away...no more pledge..no more home cooked meals..no more mom folding my clothes..no more of her paying my cell phone..no more sweet butt location for a locker(yes my locker you a hole)...no more being a Upperclassmen...no more dst with jennsha..no more driving around looking to do something with some of the greatest people i have ever met in my whole entire life..missing my family extremely much....no more of seeing you everyday......:(
oh my gosh
i just realized
that i am so AFRAID of being grown up...whats that quote "being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up" something of the sort...like i can't honestly see me having a career..and what if i f' up what if i dont get into that law school or decide to not do anything with my life and beg leo for a job..like i know college is suppose to be 1201843058 times more than anything high school could be..but like now is the time to plan my future..oh my gosh that is sooooooooooo scary...let me say but like one more time
good sides of college--no curfew...doesnt matter if you are late...talk on your phone whenever/wherever you want...no more high school drama..no more senior parking lot...doing whatever we want...staying up all night...getting crunk...i mean if you choose..anyone you want can stay in your dorm as long as you want...no mom giving me a lecture that i need to do laundry
wow...46 days...goodness...46! and then three months..and I am an official student of Longwood University...
i just can't get over that..
and i guess college will help me decide who true friends are....those who say will come and visit..i wonder if they really will........
btdub on a much different note.....Godspell was amazing..many yays to those in it or who helped.