i think my soul's going to vomit
and i don't know why.... I was fine not half an hour ago....
and now i'm gone,
lost,
drowning.
save me?
i ask as though i want to be saved.
I don't want to be saved,
I want to be done.
my stomach churns like i've eaten too much,
the last time i ate was 5 hours ago.
My throat has that little vile tasting tickle at the back that screams
"HEAVE!"
But i know i'm not going to.
It's all in my mind,
it's always all in my mind.
I think it always has been.
Kill me.
Please.
Pretty please with sugar on top?
I want to run away...
Get into a convertable (that i don't have anymore)
and drive (with the friends i don't see anymore)
Shit co-workers are back.
Suicide
Sam be home and call me.
and now i'm gone,
lost,
drowning.
save me?
i ask as though i want to be saved.
I don't want to be saved,
I want to be done.
my stomach churns like i've eaten too much,
the last time i ate was 5 hours ago.
My throat has that little vile tasting tickle at the back that screams
"HEAVE!"
But i know i'm not going to.
It's all in my mind,
it's always all in my mind.
I think it always has been.
Kill me.
Please.
Pretty please with sugar on top?
I want to run away...
Get into a convertable (that i don't have anymore)
and drive (with the friends i don't see anymore)
Shit co-workers are back.
Suicide
Sam be home and call me.