the coldest of calenders...
>>>I had a night full of the craziest dreams. And now that I'm awake, it's hard to remember what really happened and what didn't. What might happen, and what never could...<<<
last night i hung out with kevin for a while. It was really nice to catch up. Then off to Cianna's party. Fun times. I dont really remember too many details, but I do know i had fun.
I got home around 5:30..
woke up around 1:30..
and I cant stop thinking about my dreams. It was real uneasy, broken sleep...yet the dreams were So in-dept. I honestly woke up and had to really think what was real and what wasnt.
"I’m cold inside
and these pictures can’t even explain what’s missing in my life.
The coldest of calendars I couldn’t have it any better
Half the time I am alive just to see your smile
I’m cold inside"
-punchline
Last night on the balcony Bree and I were talking about true love(from what i can remember)--and I decided that I am truly ready to meet my one love. To be in a serious relationship. And while I was sleeping, I think my conscience was trying to sort out candidates. It was a little strange--I must say.
I had decided on a few necessary requirements. They included: someone who plays guitar, or piano, or is a true artist; someone who is really laid back; someone who isnt uptight about experimenting; a person who I feel at home with; I really like boys who dress 'punk-ish' or like skater OR someone who dresses like a surfer; longer hair--shaggy; someone who isnt afraid to work hard; I love momma's boys'--but I could deal with a guy who is just really close with his sister instead; A guy who can appreciate great music(thats a BIG one)--like the classics but still loves music that is now; Someone who is great with words...
the list went on and on..
but when I read over this---I only get depressed. It's like 'Good luck finding that one!!'
::sigh::
"So show me something we haven't heard yet, but I'm not convinced and your hopeless songs won't stick.
But I, i'll sing you something you won't forget for the first time I know this is now who I am."
-theacademyis..
..i have to go to work now...
last night i hung out with kevin for a while. It was really nice to catch up. Then off to Cianna's party. Fun times. I dont really remember too many details, but I do know i had fun.
I got home around 5:30..
woke up around 1:30..
and I cant stop thinking about my dreams. It was real uneasy, broken sleep...yet the dreams were So in-dept. I honestly woke up and had to really think what was real and what wasnt.
"I’m cold inside
and these pictures can’t even explain what’s missing in my life.
The coldest of calendars I couldn’t have it any better
Half the time I am alive just to see your smile
I’m cold inside"
-punchline
Last night on the balcony Bree and I were talking about true love(from what i can remember)--and I decided that I am truly ready to meet my one love. To be in a serious relationship. And while I was sleeping, I think my conscience was trying to sort out candidates. It was a little strange--I must say.
I had decided on a few necessary requirements. They included: someone who plays guitar, or piano, or is a true artist; someone who is really laid back; someone who isnt uptight about experimenting; a person who I feel at home with; I really like boys who dress 'punk-ish' or like skater OR someone who dresses like a surfer; longer hair--shaggy; someone who isnt afraid to work hard; I love momma's boys'--but I could deal with a guy who is just really close with his sister instead; A guy who can appreciate great music(thats a BIG one)--like the classics but still loves music that is now; Someone who is great with words...
the list went on and on..
but when I read over this---I only get depressed. It's like 'Good luck finding that one!!'
::sigh::
"So show me something we haven't heard yet, but I'm not convinced and your hopeless songs won't stick.
But I, i'll sing you something you won't forget for the first time I know this is now who I am."
-theacademyis..
..i have to go to work now...