running with scissors, and other sharp objects mom told me not to play with
I almost fell asleep in my fav class this morning, Sociology. Just hearing about suicide rates everywhere got a bit boring.
I hung out with Lia for a lot of the day and read 150 some pages in the funniest book ever, "Running with Scissors". Its about this man's life growing up with his psychotic mother, father and brother who he never spends much time with. But if anyone is going to read it, I wont say anymore because it is absolutely wonderful. I find myself laughing and laughing and really thinking about life. Augusten Burroughs is a wondeful writer.
Tonight Chris and I had a mother of a fight and he tried to blame it on everyone else, Vana, Me, Lia, my mom...and I guess we worked it out. But I did tell him I wanted to separate and he began to get all sad. I dont know what to believe sometimes. Is he really sad or is this all a game? Those bruises are from him pinching me to make a point. I always read about those girls who were so stupid for forgiving and forgiving...I told him I could have gone to the cops and had him arrested and he said, "yeah? how'd you prove it?" Thats what made me angry the most.
whatever, its all worked out now....whatever that means....only time will tell.
football tomorrow.......and parents, which means cleaning and more cleaning.grrr. my mom is staying with us for 2 nights...I dont know if thats going to be good or bad because she always just randomly cleans and that bothers me...I hate her messing with my things.
okay well its time for me to go take a shower and shave my amazonish legs
oh and by the way Vana and Jwan are the cutest couple...holding hands, laughing, smiling hehe. It made me bubbly inside. ahhhhhhhhh young love :)
I hung out with Lia for a lot of the day and read 150 some pages in the funniest book ever, "Running with Scissors". Its about this man's life growing up with his psychotic mother, father and brother who he never spends much time with. But if anyone is going to read it, I wont say anymore because it is absolutely wonderful. I find myself laughing and laughing and really thinking about life. Augusten Burroughs is a wondeful writer.
Tonight Chris and I had a mother of a fight and he tried to blame it on everyone else, Vana, Me, Lia, my mom...and I guess we worked it out. But I did tell him I wanted to separate and he began to get all sad. I dont know what to believe sometimes. Is he really sad or is this all a game? Those bruises are from him pinching me to make a point. I always read about those girls who were so stupid for forgiving and forgiving...I told him I could have gone to the cops and had him arrested and he said, "yeah? how'd you prove it?" Thats what made me angry the most.
whatever, its all worked out now....whatever that means....only time will tell.
football tomorrow.......and parents, which means cleaning and more cleaning.grrr. my mom is staying with us for 2 nights...I dont know if thats going to be good or bad because she always just randomly cleans and that bothers me...I hate her messing with my things.
okay well its time for me to go take a shower and shave my amazonish legs
oh and by the way Vana and Jwan are the cutest couple...holding hands, laughing, smiling hehe. It made me bubbly inside. ahhhhhhhhh young love :)