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Yup, so Im still sick. I got like 7.45 hours of sleep last night!!!! yes! score!!! well thats because I hit the non snooz button and went back to bed. so I was almost late for school, but I wasnt so its all good. Ive got 3 quizes tom and the arts mass and assembly and all that stuff tom and maybe (cross fingers) a hair appointment, cause I really need it.
Im worried about Phil. He seems so... stressed isnt the word, but... so pessimistic maybe. I duno. I wish he would look on the sunny side of the lily pad (Honk! the musical- from my favorite song). I spent most of my life looking at how horrible it was and stuff. I was so unhappy and depressed, but in this last few months (before Phil), I realised that that outlook is so not fun. Its almost painful. I think its when Seven and I decided we wernt friends any longer, I realised that I could be all depressed about it and cry for weeks, or I could just move on and keep my chin up. Id tried the first was so many times, and it wasnt fun, so I decided to be happy. and it was the best thing I ever did. I was totaly resolved to be happy. Not to be depressed, and look where it got me?? Im happy now, happier then Ive ever been. I got into Catholic University in DC with a $10,000 scholarship each semester. yay! shame I dont want to go there, but it means (cross fingers and pray) that Richmond will accept me (knock on wood). As much as I dont want to leave Phil and move far away, I think I need to. I need to go somewhere and make it on my own, with mom and dads money of course... lol, but.... I want college to be an experience. I can always come home and he can always come and visit me. he said himself that theres nothing to do on the weekends at Tech. Ive got plenty of skymiles so its all good. and like he said, "if we can survive the distance and the seperation, we can survive anything"
think good thoughts.
TEN Random Things About Me
10. Im in free period
9. I lived in europe for 7 years
8. my room is purple
7. my first kiss was in a theater
6. Im sick
5. my uniform shirt is really itchy
4. I just finished my maths homework
3. I wish the day was over, so I could go home, watch a movie and talk to phil
2. I need to get my hair done asap
1. My persinality is melencholic(sp?)
NINE Places I've Visited
9. DC
8. Belgium
7. Egypt
6. Morocco
5. Thiland (right were tsunami(sp?) hit)
4. Hong Kong
3. France
2. England
1. Germany
EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die
8. graduate from college and have a successful job
7. marry an amazing man and have a family of 2 kids
6. buy a purse that cost more than my computer
5. have a house in the hamptons
4. take a trip around the world
3. get kissed on the efile tower in the rain
2. own my own theater
1. get my ears pierced
SEVEN Ways To Win My Heart
7. make me feel loved
6. hold my hand
5. surprise me with a gift
4. call me
3. let me you love me
2. let me win, but not all the time, just enough to let me think Im good at the game
1. always have faith in me and support things i do.. or try to talk me out of doing really stupid things
SIX Things I Believe In
6. God
5. love
4. fate
3. my family/friends
2. smiles are contagious, so are yawns(sp?)
1. something good comes out of band things in the long run
FIVE Things I'm Afraid Of
5. being alone
4. death
3. never getting married
2. the dark
1. what people really think about me
FOUR of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom
4. my bed
3. my purple chair
2. my book collection
1. all my hair stuff
THREE Things I Do Everyday
3. smile
2. pray
1. breath
TWO Things I Am Trying Not To Do Right Now
2. die, or sneeze
1. fall asleep
ONE Person I Want To Meet Right Now
1. Philip
Im worried about Phil. He seems so... stressed isnt the word, but... so pessimistic maybe. I duno. I wish he would look on the sunny side of the lily pad (Honk! the musical- from my favorite song). I spent most of my life looking at how horrible it was and stuff. I was so unhappy and depressed, but in this last few months (before Phil), I realised that that outlook is so not fun. Its almost painful. I think its when Seven and I decided we wernt friends any longer, I realised that I could be all depressed about it and cry for weeks, or I could just move on and keep my chin up. Id tried the first was so many times, and it wasnt fun, so I decided to be happy. and it was the best thing I ever did. I was totaly resolved to be happy. Not to be depressed, and look where it got me?? Im happy now, happier then Ive ever been. I got into Catholic University in DC with a $10,000 scholarship each semester. yay! shame I dont want to go there, but it means (cross fingers and pray) that Richmond will accept me (knock on wood). As much as I dont want to leave Phil and move far away, I think I need to. I need to go somewhere and make it on my own, with mom and dads money of course... lol, but.... I want college to be an experience. I can always come home and he can always come and visit me. he said himself that theres nothing to do on the weekends at Tech. Ive got plenty of skymiles so its all good. and like he said, "if we can survive the distance and the seperation, we can survive anything"
think good thoughts.
TEN Random Things About Me
10. Im in free period
9. I lived in europe for 7 years
8. my room is purple
7. my first kiss was in a theater
6. Im sick
5. my uniform shirt is really itchy
4. I just finished my maths homework
3. I wish the day was over, so I could go home, watch a movie and talk to phil
2. I need to get my hair done asap
1. My persinality is melencholic(sp?)
NINE Places I've Visited
9. DC
8. Belgium
7. Egypt
6. Morocco
5. Thiland (right were tsunami(sp?) hit)
4. Hong Kong
3. France
2. England
1. Germany
EIGHT Things I Want To Do Before I Die
8. graduate from college and have a successful job
7. marry an amazing man and have a family of 2 kids
6. buy a purse that cost more than my computer
5. have a house in the hamptons
4. take a trip around the world
3. get kissed on the efile tower in the rain
2. own my own theater
1. get my ears pierced
SEVEN Ways To Win My Heart
7. make me feel loved
6. hold my hand
5. surprise me with a gift
4. call me
3. let me you love me
2. let me win, but not all the time, just enough to let me think Im good at the game
1. always have faith in me and support things i do.. or try to talk me out of doing really stupid things
SIX Things I Believe In
6. God
5. love
4. fate
3. my family/friends
2. smiles are contagious, so are yawns(sp?)
1. something good comes out of band things in the long run
FIVE Things I'm Afraid Of
5. being alone
4. death
3. never getting married
2. the dark
1. what people really think about me
FOUR of My Favorite Items In My Bedroom
4. my bed
3. my purple chair
2. my book collection
1. all my hair stuff
THREE Things I Do Everyday
3. smile
2. pray
1. breath
TWO Things I Am Trying Not To Do Right Now
2. die, or sneeze
1. fall asleep
ONE Person I Want To Meet Right Now
1. Philip