Feb 14, 2005 13:31
so this morning in the car, I was talking to my mom about the week and we got around to wed, when we have Hairspray tickets. I got 4, so that means we have an extra one. I told her it was going to be for Donny, but he didnt want to come anymore so my other friend is gonna come. she asked me who it was and I said Philp. she was like, "is that your friend from GA Tech?" and I said yes. so she does know, she just doesnt know the entire story. I fuigure its better to have him meet her and then tell her the entire story. you know? Im not keeping anything from her, Im just not telling her everything.
so I didnt see him (philip) on fri and that made me very sad. I had to go on retreat. We drove up fri night and we got there and I had no phone service. I called him from CTK before we left, and all my friends talked to him, but I kinda had to rush him off the phone :(
so I didnt talk to him all weekend. I did beg andrew to let me send him 1 txt message sat night just to say hi. and then I woke up in the am and looked at his phone, and he had sent me a really sweet message back. :) it made me very happy.
so I called him last night and talked for ages. It was really nice. so we were talking and I asked him what he did all weekend and he said he waited by the phone for me to call. I felt horrid.
and then he said he loved me. not like love like friend love, but love love. wow. no ones ever told me that before. It was a bit scary. and Im not sure I love him yet, but I know Im falling for him. I dont want to say yes I love him or no I dont until I see him face to face.
and I have no homework tonight so maybe, just maybe he'll be able to come down and we could do something together.
wow. Im really shaking. and all I did was write about him.