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so Im in free so I dont have a lot of time to write an entry. sorry I havnt updated in a while. Ive just been... busy. and on the phone alot *ahem* lol. someone knows what Im talking about. but it is true, I do love the phone. ok... so enough about my obsesion with the phone, gosh, sometimes I even hear my ring tone in my head. maybe I shouldnt admit to that on here, ah well. its true. lol.
so for the past 18 years of my life, no guys have ever been interested in me, and now in the past few weeks, more guys then I can even begin to handel have been interested. you have no idea how weird, and almost disturbing this is for me. Im like losing my mind. I think all the guys who Ive IMed and stuff are really great, and Im sure theres a gal out there for everyone of you. I would still love to be friends with all of you, as I am trying to expan my circle of friends.
there is one guy though, Philip. hes... hes really special. and Im totaly falling for him. he and I jsut get each other. this doesnt mean I cant be friedns with other guys, but it does kinda mean Im just friends with them.
Im going out with Philip this fri, and Im really happy and excited. as are all my friends. and maybe, if we have time, we're gonna catch an Opera at the Civic Center (ohhh... jeff I remember now, I saw the Lion King there, thats kinda near Tech. lol, me and directions). ya. so... wish me luck and post any advice. since this is my frist real date ever, Im very nervous and Ive got butterflies and the whole deal. so HELP!!!!!! all you y;all you are wayyyyy more experienced then me in this area of life, help. I just... I dont wana be a total spaz, even though I will be anyways. lol
ok enough. Ive got HW to do. lol. bye
so for the past 18 years of my life, no guys have ever been interested in me, and now in the past few weeks, more guys then I can even begin to handel have been interested. you have no idea how weird, and almost disturbing this is for me. Im like losing my mind. I think all the guys who Ive IMed and stuff are really great, and Im sure theres a gal out there for everyone of you. I would still love to be friends with all of you, as I am trying to expan my circle of friends.
there is one guy though, Philip. hes... hes really special. and Im totaly falling for him. he and I jsut get each other. this doesnt mean I cant be friedns with other guys, but it does kinda mean Im just friends with them.
Im going out with Philip this fri, and Im really happy and excited. as are all my friends. and maybe, if we have time, we're gonna catch an Opera at the Civic Center (ohhh... jeff I remember now, I saw the Lion King there, thats kinda near Tech. lol, me and directions). ya. so... wish me luck and post any advice. since this is my frist real date ever, Im very nervous and Ive got butterflies and the whole deal. so HELP!!!!!! all you y;all you are wayyyyy more experienced then me in this area of life, help. I just... I dont wana be a total spaz, even though I will be anyways. lol
ok enough. Ive got HW to do. lol. bye