too good to be true

Jan 10, 2005 22:35

ya so remember how happy I was about Martin and everything??? ya well... here... just read:

Radames420: you are really cool
ActressL2: me?
Radames420: but i dont know if i want a long distance relationship
Radames420: i'm sorry
Radames420: if i lived in buckhead i think things would be different
ActressL2: no I understand
ActressL2: dont worry
Radames420: but i am very clingy, and co dependent
ActressL2: but we can still be friends
Radames420: definately!
ActressL2: great

ya... so thats over. I guess it really was too good to be true. It wasnt ment to be. As cool as he is... he deserves better. (not putting myself down)

ya... hes really fun though guys, so dont hate him b/c he doesnt like me. This is a totaly normal thing for me and Ill get over it. Ive still got all my friends plus a new one (him), my family, God, the show. Ill make it through...

Im really not that upset. sure, a few tears slipped out as I read it, but Im ok. Im just so enjoying being happy, I dont want to give it up. Its great. Its like... I duno how to describe it... but its great!!!
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