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why do i let everything get to me and bring me down. i am such a downer all the time now. i show my emotions so easily i wear them on my sleeve. i wish he knew how much i really do care and love him still. i just wanna be with him again.
ao i have realized my birthday is in 10 days and its gonna be the worst ever. its the first one without my friends around, without jeff and without my grandma. i can't believe its been a year since she had her surgery and its been roughly a half a year without her, things just arn't the same anymore.
boy is my life a mess =(
ao i have realized my birthday is in 10 days and its gonna be the worst ever. its the first one without my friends around, without jeff and without my grandma. i can't believe its been a year since she had her surgery and its been roughly a half a year without her, things just arn't the same anymore.
boy is my life a mess =(