decisions decisions...i hate decisions
I'm so overwhelmed with all the decisions i have to make soon! I don't even know what to do! I tried focusing on just one part...but it connects to every other part. I just don't know what to do!
I could...
stay in Vermillion.
If I did this I'd need to find a part time job and an apt. that allows pets. And the biggest reason I like this option is because I have 4 more months to figure out my shit and be in a safer environment. Plus i could pay sliding scale and continue to see my therapist.
Or go home...
If i did this i'd have to decide what I'm doing there.
I could find a full time job and just jump into my career life
or I could find a part time one and save up and travel.
Plus side to this is I'd be living at home...so free living and I'd be with my best friends.
I'm still not sure what I want to do in life either. I thought about event planning...but the hours are intense and i wouldn't have weekends. I thought about being an advisor..and i really like this idea! But most places want either a masters degree (which i can't afford) or min 3 yrs experience (which i obviously don't have).
And my history of photography professor thinks i should look at my options in fine arts and stay in vermillion and take a studio class via audit.
But my mom wants me to come home and my dad wants me to just figure it all out.
I can't just snap my fingers and say abbra cadabbra! Life doesn't work that way.
I could...
stay in Vermillion.
If I did this I'd need to find a part time job and an apt. that allows pets. And the biggest reason I like this option is because I have 4 more months to figure out my shit and be in a safer environment. Plus i could pay sliding scale and continue to see my therapist.
Or go home...
If i did this i'd have to decide what I'm doing there.
I could find a full time job and just jump into my career life
or I could find a part time one and save up and travel.
Plus side to this is I'd be living at home...so free living and I'd be with my best friends.
I'm still not sure what I want to do in life either. I thought about event planning...but the hours are intense and i wouldn't have weekends. I thought about being an advisor..and i really like this idea! But most places want either a masters degree (which i can't afford) or min 3 yrs experience (which i obviously don't have).
And my history of photography professor thinks i should look at my options in fine arts and stay in vermillion and take a studio class via audit.
But my mom wants me to come home and my dad wants me to just figure it all out.
I can't just snap my fingers and say abbra cadabbra! Life doesn't work that way.