time to play catch up
Wow...so I have a lot to catch everyone up on. so here's a list. lol
1.I am graduating in December. yay? I'm pretty much terrified because i still don't know what to do with my life. Nothing sounds even remotely interesting. And I'm so freaking terrified to leave therapy because of it...leading into 2!
2. I'm going to be done with therapy come December.I don't knowif I'll ever get the chance to do it again though. Honestly my parents aren't the greatest at understanding these types of things.So if I do see someone else it'll be out of pocket and probably behind their backs.
3. Ireally really like the woman I'm seeing now. I liked dennise and laura too.But Kendra just kind of gets it. Laura was amazing, but it still took her a while to figure me out. And Dennise was good too, but she had the same problem.Kendra is pretty much on the same brain wave as me.Maybe she's just that good. But I really wish I had the entire year to work with her.I think it'd be a strong opportunity for both of us.
4. I have no freaking clue what to do with myself after college. i'm so torn on where I want to be. I always thought I wanted to stay in VA or at least on the east coast...but now I just don't know. =/ I have a lot offriends in SD/IA and there are alot of opportunities here.But I wouldn't getasmany jobs dealing with my major or be paid as well.
5. Way too much shit has happened this semester! Cassie had her baby last week.My house back home flooded. Lots of intense crazy shit going on with one of my roommates.Drama in the sorority...and I'm alum! I shouldn't be the one these girls are coming to...but for some reason I am. My bestest is expecting. Jae is still in the picture while being out of the picture.My classes are kicking my ass. And over all I just feel trapped/miserable/confused/and just plain what the fuckedness... I just don't know what to do anymore. =/
1.I am graduating in December. yay? I'm pretty much terrified because i still don't know what to do with my life. Nothing sounds even remotely interesting. And I'm so freaking terrified to leave therapy because of it...leading into 2!
2. I'm going to be done with therapy come December.I don't knowif I'll ever get the chance to do it again though. Honestly my parents aren't the greatest at understanding these types of things.So if I do see someone else it'll be out of pocket and probably behind their backs.
3. Ireally really like the woman I'm seeing now. I liked dennise and laura too.But Kendra just kind of gets it. Laura was amazing, but it still took her a while to figure me out. And Dennise was good too, but she had the same problem.Kendra is pretty much on the same brain wave as me.Maybe she's just that good. But I really wish I had the entire year to work with her.I think it'd be a strong opportunity for both of us.
4. I have no freaking clue what to do with myself after college. i'm so torn on where I want to be. I always thought I wanted to stay in VA or at least on the east coast...but now I just don't know. =/ I have a lot offriends in SD/IA and there are alot of opportunities here.But I wouldn't getasmany jobs dealing with my major or be paid as well.
5. Way too much shit has happened this semester! Cassie had her baby last week.My house back home flooded. Lots of intense crazy shit going on with one of my roommates.Drama in the sorority...and I'm alum! I shouldn't be the one these girls are coming to...but for some reason I am. My bestest is expecting. Jae is still in the picture while being out of the picture.My classes are kicking my ass. And over all I just feel trapped/miserable/confused/and just plain what the fuckedness... I just don't know what to do anymore. =/