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[actreo9]

In roughly an hour's time, I'll embark from this northern town across the whole of the upper midwest- we have a family reunion to attend in Portland Oregon, and we're making the trek by automobile. A lot can happen on a few thousand miles of roadway, so pray for safe travel; if prayer isn't you, just don't forget me. I won't be heard from until the

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[discontentego]

I recall a so called best friend of mine tell me "I'll call you when i get back" and yet I still sit here with no word knowing he's been home for a few days. I can't play this game Owen. I haven't seen or heard from you in two months and Kyle Brower has made more of an attempt to contact me or even be friendly than my alleged best friend. It hurts Owen and it hasn't stopped hurting. I'm glad you're happy I really really am and I've never wanted anything else for you. Kirby is an amazing girl and it's amazing that you'e finally found someone whom you can connect with and someone who truly makes you smile, but somehow in this happiness you've forgotten your best friend and in less than a month she'll be five hours away and far busier than ever before. I'm done sitting around hoping to hear from you and I'm done wishing things were different. I've accepted this fate, and moved on. I love you and I'll always love you, but I need to push this out because it's tormenting to feel so uneeded and so unwanted by someone you care so much about. I'd talk to you in person, but you've been hard to get ahold of and with the lack of contacting me I've given up trying. I hope the rest of your summer is splendid and that your senior year is the completely memorable and spectacular. I'll miss you when I'm way up in Fargo all by my self, but you'll be in my prayers as you always are