Mar 06, 2006 22:17
Xfactor was really nice tonight; we had a new guy, John, that was there for his first time. And Sarah had to show him out as FLC is a big place and he could really find his way, and apparently he told her that he hadn't been to something so awesome in a long time. The other thing he mentioned was that he loved the music; he had never really heard Christian music before and liked the worship we were doing. Those words are so joyous to me as I was the only one singing in the band tonight; I don't mean to say I like "assimilating" those that normally don't go to xfactor, but I know myself to live in a world that warps the image and nature of Christianity to the point where it becomes either a joke or a way of life that people fear. The fact that I can bring people closer to God really makes me feel that I'm doing the right things when I could be doing virtually anything else, schoolwork included.
Her and I together are making daily life roll undoubtedly on a higher plane, one I was skeptical I could ascend into. I like jesting as friends and being able to embrace as more. I breathe more easily knowing what I can expect from life; she makes me want to go to undiscovered places and see what others haven't. In a life of solitude, beauty and optimism are only words- you learn to hate them until someone helps you to put them in context. Goodnight world.