Yeah it's Spring Break...
So far spring break has going pretty good. On Thursday I went to the Medley Centre with Michelle and Tricia. I got my jacket stuck in a tree at the Medley Centre after dropping it off the second floor. The security guards were laughing at us and then started yelling at us for standing on a bench to try to get it and then at Michelle and Tricia for getting a mop stuck in the tree while still attempting to get my jacket. Then we went to Wegmans where Tricia and Michelle bought carrot cake. They made it at my house. Then we just ate, hung out, and talked. Then Michelle and I talked to Messmer on Tricia's screen name saying she was a pothead and that she wanted to have sex with him. Then Friday Tricia, Frank, Anne, and I went to see "V For Vendetta". I must say an awesome movie. After the movie we walked Anne most of the way home, I pushed Tricia in a shopping cart down the back of the plaza. Then my sister took Tricia home. After that Lydia came over. Frank, Lydia, and I went to Lady in White's Castle. Then we went to Wegmans and bought Vault (made by the Coca-Cola Company). We came back to my house and then Lydia left around 3:30 A.M. That morning with one can of Vault I was going crazy. I left a silly comment in Jimmy's livejournal. Then like a paragraph in Tanya's livejournal saying more crazy stuff, when really it was just a poll if she cut her hair or not. I may have given her answer or not. If not then I think her hair long is nice and her hair short would be really keen. So there we go, I verified the comment. Then Frank and I called Nick Marro and left him a fourteen minute message of how sexy he is. And yes Nick Marro is too sexy. Later that morning or so he called me back and thanked Frank and I for the message.
Frank and I took the leftover carrot cake Michelle and Tricia made and rode our bikes to Diana's, went to Frank's house, then to Michelle's house to deliver the cake and we stayed and talked for a little bit. Then we rode our bikes to Sarah's house, she wasn't home. Then Frank had to leave and I did too to go to my grandparents' house. Then I went back to Sarah and we walked to Michelle's house. We talked for a bit then Sarah and I walked to Wegmans for food and two six packs of Vault. We got back to Michelle's and ate. Then we went to Tony's house for a bonfire. We were almost at Tony's while we see Tanya in her car beep, wave and then drive off. I found that to be very funny, but mean in a good way. Tony's was pretty fun, everyone was cool. I guess the only thing that bothered me was myself. Joe made a "mom" joke to me and I got a really weird feeling. It seems like I always do. Like I wish I didn't get that feeling. I feel bad saying my mom passed away after someone says that because then they feel bad. I don't want people to watch out for everything they say just because of me. And I do not like getting that weird feeling of awkwardness. The awkwardness that people feel bad for me. I think if my mom was still here of where I would be right now. Maybe still in Henrietta and maybe here in Irondequoit. I don't know. I feel like crap thinking if I would have stayed in Henrietta that I don't think I would had the friends there like I have here at Eastridge and Performing. I mean they are the most amazing people. I still really miss my mom. Anyway yeah the next day was Sunday. My sister went over my aunt's and uncle's house, where my grandparents and cousins were, to celebrate Easter. Then after that, around 9:00 P.M. I went to Michelle's and hung out with Michelle and Frank, then Michelle and Tricia, and then Michelle, Tricia, and Alina. The movie "Crash" was on but we didn't watch it.
So Monday, which was yesterday, Frank, Tricia, Natalie, Lydia, Sarah, and I worked on this really, really, really stupid and pointless movie Tricia, Frank, and I came up with. Then I spent the night over Frank's house and we watched "Crash" there with Lydia. I had fallen asleep before the movie was over. Once the movie did end Lydia left and Frank woke me up and tried to keep me up, but then ended up falling asleep. The next morning, well today, kind of, Frank and I rode our bikes to the Bill Gray's down by Seabreeze. We passed Seabreeze and I saw that they are replacing the Wipeout water slide with the new "hurricane" type water slide. That's what it looked like anyway. Why can't Seabreeze just build the new water slide somewhere else? The Wipeout is kind of a classic water slide, well it seems like that to me anyway. Frank and I met Lydia and her friend at Bill Gray's where ate and talked. Then Frank and I went back to my house so Frank could help me study for the SATs. We videotaped it to prove to my brother I actually studied. Yeah my brother really on my case about that test. I kind of don't blame because he really only me to do good on the SATs so I can get into a good college. I hope I do. Like I really need to get out of Rochester, yet I'm still scared. Sarah came over for a bit. Frank left and Sarah shortly after. Then Tricia picked me up and we went to Tony's house to go to Hooters for his birthday. Some stuff happened. I'm going to get into that. Then there was another bonfire at Tony's. It was fun and some pretty funny stuff happened. So yeah that's what spring break has been like so far.
So just for some aside thoughts. I feel like I am a huge asshole sometimes, and if not sometimes all the time. Like I joke but some of my joking can be mean and wrong. And like if I get angry I can be an asshole. I wish I wasn't like that. Also I wish I didn't get into weird moods where I don't talk when I'm with a group of friends. I want to be a better friend somehow. Like I'm nice I guess, for the most part but I wish I could something more for them. Like I said before they are amazing people. My friends The dance teachers I hear are leaving. This is pretty good. It's better Performing Arts knows now so they hire new ones more in advance. I don't I guess they were pretty bad teachers but I hope them getting fired doesn't ruin their career. They just weren't right for our program. I hope I pass all my classes, score high on the SATs and ACT, and have a decent GPA to get into a good college. This summer I think I'm working at Seabreeze in food again which I'm kind of excited about, I want to find some community theatre auditions to go to and hopefully get into one, and I want to write a play. So yeah, I don't like drugs or alcohol. This may be hypocritcal because I have smoked twice, but I really do not like marijuana. Okay I tried twice I didn't see the big deal. Besides it is unhealthy. Yeah maybe it is better than cigarettes or maybe it's not but it is still unhealthy. I don't see the big deal with alcohol. Why is it so great? Like I have had alcohol before and I don't even like the taste of it. On the other hand though I don't want to be a loser or a burn out or a party pooper because I didn't drink. It isn't the worse thing either. I worry about my friends who drink or smoke or the ones who haven't and are about to try it. Trying it isn't terrible and if other people want drink it's fine. I guess it's just not my thing. I do miss "Crazy For You". Like I've said before I don't just miss the cast but Everett Baker as well. It was a fun show. Anyway yeah, okay I'll cya. I can't believe we are almost seniors. When I say "we" I mean all my friends who are fellow juniors are in Performing Arts and who were the musical with me. Like I hope senior is awesome, especially in Performing Arts. But I don't think it will be. If Michelle doesn't come back to the program I'll kind of be sad. It will kind of suck if Alyssa leaves too. Also if Jenn leaves it also will suck. I think those are the three I heard from that they might be in Performing Arts next year. Even though Michelle is one of my best friends and we hang a lot, her not being in Performing Arts will not be the same. Still senior should be swell. Anyways okay, I'll cya.
Frank and I took the leftover carrot cake Michelle and Tricia made and rode our bikes to Diana's, went to Frank's house, then to Michelle's house to deliver the cake and we stayed and talked for a little bit. Then we rode our bikes to Sarah's house, she wasn't home. Then Frank had to leave and I did too to go to my grandparents' house. Then I went back to Sarah and we walked to Michelle's house. We talked for a bit then Sarah and I walked to Wegmans for food and two six packs of Vault. We got back to Michelle's and ate. Then we went to Tony's house for a bonfire. We were almost at Tony's while we see Tanya in her car beep, wave and then drive off. I found that to be very funny, but mean in a good way. Tony's was pretty fun, everyone was cool. I guess the only thing that bothered me was myself. Joe made a "mom" joke to me and I got a really weird feeling. It seems like I always do. Like I wish I didn't get that feeling. I feel bad saying my mom passed away after someone says that because then they feel bad. I don't want people to watch out for everything they say just because of me. And I do not like getting that weird feeling of awkwardness. The awkwardness that people feel bad for me. I think if my mom was still here of where I would be right now. Maybe still in Henrietta and maybe here in Irondequoit. I don't know. I feel like crap thinking if I would have stayed in Henrietta that I don't think I would had the friends there like I have here at Eastridge and Performing. I mean they are the most amazing people. I still really miss my mom. Anyway yeah the next day was Sunday. My sister went over my aunt's and uncle's house, where my grandparents and cousins were, to celebrate Easter. Then after that, around 9:00 P.M. I went to Michelle's and hung out with Michelle and Frank, then Michelle and Tricia, and then Michelle, Tricia, and Alina. The movie "Crash" was on but we didn't watch it.
So Monday, which was yesterday, Frank, Tricia, Natalie, Lydia, Sarah, and I worked on this really, really, really stupid and pointless movie Tricia, Frank, and I came up with. Then I spent the night over Frank's house and we watched "Crash" there with Lydia. I had fallen asleep before the movie was over. Once the movie did end Lydia left and Frank woke me up and tried to keep me up, but then ended up falling asleep. The next morning, well today, kind of, Frank and I rode our bikes to the Bill Gray's down by Seabreeze. We passed Seabreeze and I saw that they are replacing the Wipeout water slide with the new "hurricane" type water slide. That's what it looked like anyway. Why can't Seabreeze just build the new water slide somewhere else? The Wipeout is kind of a classic water slide, well it seems like that to me anyway. Frank and I met Lydia and her friend at Bill Gray's where ate and talked. Then Frank and I went back to my house so Frank could help me study for the SATs. We videotaped it to prove to my brother I actually studied. Yeah my brother really on my case about that test. I kind of don't blame because he really only me to do good on the SATs so I can get into a good college. I hope I do. Like I really need to get out of Rochester, yet I'm still scared. Sarah came over for a bit. Frank left and Sarah shortly after. Then Tricia picked me up and we went to Tony's house to go to Hooters for his birthday. Some stuff happened. I'm going to get into that. Then there was another bonfire at Tony's. It was fun and some pretty funny stuff happened. So yeah that's what spring break has been like so far.
So just for some aside thoughts. I feel like I am a huge asshole sometimes, and if not sometimes all the time. Like I joke but some of my joking can be mean and wrong. And like if I get angry I can be an asshole. I wish I wasn't like that. Also I wish I didn't get into weird moods where I don't talk when I'm with a group of friends. I want to be a better friend somehow. Like I'm nice I guess, for the most part but I wish I could something more for them. Like I said before they are amazing people. My friends The dance teachers I hear are leaving. This is pretty good. It's better Performing Arts knows now so they hire new ones more in advance. I don't I guess they were pretty bad teachers but I hope them getting fired doesn't ruin their career. They just weren't right for our program. I hope I pass all my classes, score high on the SATs and ACT, and have a decent GPA to get into a good college. This summer I think I'm working at Seabreeze in food again which I'm kind of excited about, I want to find some community theatre auditions to go to and hopefully get into one, and I want to write a play. So yeah, I don't like drugs or alcohol. This may be hypocritcal because I have smoked twice, but I really do not like marijuana. Okay I tried twice I didn't see the big deal. Besides it is unhealthy. Yeah maybe it is better than cigarettes or maybe it's not but it is still unhealthy. I don't see the big deal with alcohol. Why is it so great? Like I have had alcohol before and I don't even like the taste of it. On the other hand though I don't want to be a loser or a burn out or a party pooper because I didn't drink. It isn't the worse thing either. I worry about my friends who drink or smoke or the ones who haven't and are about to try it. Trying it isn't terrible and if other people want drink it's fine. I guess it's just not my thing. I do miss "Crazy For You". Like I've said before I don't just miss the cast but Everett Baker as well. It was a fun show. Anyway yeah, okay I'll cya. I can't believe we are almost seniors. When I say "we" I mean all my friends who are fellow juniors are in Performing Arts and who were the musical with me. Like I hope senior is awesome, especially in Performing Arts. But I don't think it will be. If Michelle doesn't come back to the program I'll kind of be sad. It will kind of suck if Alyssa leaves too. Also if Jenn leaves it also will suck. I think those are the three I heard from that they might be in Performing Arts next year. Even though Michelle is one of my best friends and we hang a lot, her not being in Performing Arts will not be the same. Still senior should be swell. Anyways okay, I'll cya.