I keep expecting you to...

[actofluci]

I keep expecting you

to fade

to wake up one morning

and not care

so i keep myself one carefully measured step away

in anticipation

of your loves decline

So when your cheek turns

and your attention wanders elsewhere

my heart will not be left

hanging

from an elastic thread

you forgot to pull off

your old pair of socks

-Jewel-
I know i can't say anything unless im willing to step up to the plate and fill the void myself.